I really don't know where to start. My husband and I both work. We have two boy's. I work part time. I have to have surgery. We don't have insurance so noone will touch me. I have to have a bladder repair, hystarectme,two hroina repairs and I have a lump in my large intestines. So I hurt. I have a hard time working ,but I keep going. Also the motor in my truck went out. So things just keep getting worse. Ya know when my son died I thought when I found God it would get better. I lost him 12 years ago. And the last two we have been tring to get our lives back. I am tried. So I ask where are you God?
