Here dear sister larkins lies a question I dare say all of us of asked!! Ah some like myself more then once!! In fact I was so upset about this one day,I fasted for 3 whole days no food or water!! I was going on this scripture at the time!( Matt 11:12) I was mad you see.I do not ever feel I deserve to feel ignored by my own Father!! And!! I will not stand for it either!!LOL So much for me!!
Along about the evening of the second day of this Holy Spirit came unto me in a dream. I was standing alone before the throne of God,there was not a soul around!! Not a soul! The throne was somewhat hidden from my eyes,this was because of not the Lord,but because of myself. You see because my feeling were hurt I drew away, as Mike and jari spoke,God cannot forsake us
.And as Mike also spoke,Jesus is always just a page away! His Word! Then as i was kneeling there a written Word appeared above me.It said this Colossians 1:15-23. Just like it says in your Bible. Upon reading then hearing this Word,as I spoke this outloud as I was reading. A cloud of peace appeared to hit me where I was praying.
From this cloud of peace Jesus spoke this. I hope this will also help you!" When you feel as if I have gone,I am watching you!( Jeremiah 17:10) a scripture the Lord has really pounded into me!! 99 times out of 100 if we feel this way,it is only because Holy Spirit in us feels as if we could be into more prayer,or more time spent looking unto our Lord! The other one percent means,the enemy is once again lieing to our mind.
Stealing, robbing, as his HIS!!! nature! ( john 10:10,John 8:44) How much time do you think I need with you mark? A few minutes a day? perhaps maybe an hour if I am fortunate to receive such time from you? Time spent with me,means time to gain more and more knowledge of me.
And with this present,my faith which works in you becomes more and more perfected. Like that of gold when it is put into a fire.( 1 Peter 1:7)" Have you ever seen gold made? I have,when gold is put into a fire it turns red,then different colors until finally the gold is so purified,it shines so bright, that one can see themselves in it!
That is what Jesus is doing to us,if we let him. What we see with our own eyes is like looking into a mirror darkly.( 1 cor 13:12) But when we allow ourselves to spend more and more time with our Father,the less darkness we find ourselves in! "
So Now what do you wish to do Mark?? "And with this I awoke! LOL WELL!!! My heart was full of such joy,as the Lord took the time, HIS TIME!! To place MY TIME to HIS!! So I now am never thinking along these lines!! NEVER NEED TO! It is the Lord reminding me of what i already should have been doing!!
Giving more of MY TIME,to make HIS time,mean more to me! We spend time on what we wish to spend time on! Truth which can be sad to find! Until we take our time,and spend this time more upon who created us,and yes loved us!
The Word is not presented to us,to hold up other books,it is presented to us, to always be before our eyes,in our mouth,so we in turn can help others! OR!!! LOVE! An action.Love is many things, but love does have one real need!! To always be reinforced in us!
Can we ever have to much love?? LOL I have never found this to be true! Can you be loved to much?? NO!! Nether can our Father which is in heaven.And this is what he is telling you as well! May this both comfort you larkins, and present to you a thought.
How much time are you giving the Lord in your life?? I sure judge you not!! I only ask what you only know the answer to! Finally the Word, from God's own Word for confirming comfort unto you Sister!!( Philippians 2:13-16) It is not by my own wisdom I speak on these things to you,I do not have this kind of wisdom in on me!!
But I do have this wisdom IN ME!! From Jesus in me! That is because I take the time,to seek Jesus more and more in my own life. What?? Does this make me better then the rest who are here?? LOL NEVER!!!
But Love is an action,which needs to be reinforced daily!! Daily in God's very Word! It is by DOING this,we grow in more knowledge of our Lord,and for what purpose? So we can in turn give this love unto others who so need this! So they can see, and hear with there own ears,Jesus not self!amen!