Stylez4Christ
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Why I fail when I work hard to not fail for a long period of time but all in sudden just mess it up bad?:embarasse
Hey everyone, well I can’t believed that I had fail to what I did against God because I did work hard to not even sin against God and its been like 27 days OR ABOUT 4 WEEKS. I often fail this only around a week or about a few day later or even 2 week the longest commend one that had. But the longest is 27 days and it was one of the hardest thing to not fail. I just don’t really understand why I had fail but even I understood half of the things but it is hard when you work on something that your proud of and all in sudden you mess it up and I hate that because the only thing that I have a feeling is that because I don’t maintain it because I recognize that because I know this cycle that I mess up did had a strong hold on me.
And I told my flesh today that, you know what your not going to have possession over me no more but I will have a possession over you. I did repent for my sin but never always stop praying until I ask Him to cleanse me to give me all the strength that I can get. But I believed that this time I wont because it really kills me that you know I thought it wont happen again but still did and I’m sick of tired of failing. Lust just trying to take over me but you know I said to my flesh your not taking over because I will take a possession over you (the flesh) I pray that spirit of lust be cast back to hell!
Please someone give me a encouragement word so I can get all the strength that I can have because I want peace in my life because I never had that much peace because even I did work did work hard that 27 day but you may not know how hard but some of you may relate to this but have broke that chain in your life because I’m all for that to be gone. But please just show me how I can get away from this sin of lust of my life and please pray that I will able because I believed that all things is possible through Christ and I know will be delivered or be set free from this sinful disease.
Hey everyone, well I can’t believed that I had fail to what I did against God because I did work hard to not even sin against God and its been like 27 days OR ABOUT 4 WEEKS. I often fail this only around a week or about a few day later or even 2 week the longest commend one that had. But the longest is 27 days and it was one of the hardest thing to not fail. I just don’t really understand why I had fail but even I understood half of the things but it is hard when you work on something that your proud of and all in sudden you mess it up and I hate that because the only thing that I have a feeling is that because I don’t maintain it because I recognize that because I know this cycle that I mess up did had a strong hold on me.
And I told my flesh today that, you know what your not going to have possession over me no more but I will have a possession over you. I did repent for my sin but never always stop praying until I ask Him to cleanse me to give me all the strength that I can get. But I believed that this time I wont because it really kills me that you know I thought it wont happen again but still did and I’m sick of tired of failing. Lust just trying to take over me but you know I said to my flesh your not taking over because I will take a possession over you (the flesh) I pray that spirit of lust be cast back to hell!
Please someone give me a encouragement word so I can get all the strength that I can have because I want peace in my life because I never had that much peace because even I did work did work hard that 27 day but you may not know how hard but some of you may relate to this but have broke that chain in your life because I’m all for that to be gone. But please just show me how I can get away from this sin of lust of my life and please pray that I will able because I believed that all things is possible through Christ and I know will be delivered or be set free from this sinful disease.
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