why people allways want pray me to walk?even i dont want walk i am happy way i am!

[tolperi]

Once again i meet someone lovely sisters and brothers who were automaticly praying that i would walk again...well i have allways able to walk maybe 200meters/day. since i was born i have had meningomyelocele it is disaple makes that i mostly sit in wheelchair.but that fact dont bother me any other times exept someone"smart" tryies make me walking people.
Today i want someone pray because i have bipolar symptoms and now i have clear mania time on.i just have too much power and still i cant do anything finished.and this week i have bought bookshell and selfphone i actually dont have ford to bought.And I know i might have some brilliant idees i would never do other state of mind.well somethings i normally would NEVER do on any price allmost.and i have also cut my arms and shoulders with razor.and i know i should not and i dont want do so.
But they prayed mostly just that i could walk again.....
why is that? why people cant listen what things i have come pray for?and why it seems to be so important to walking peoples that i should even want to walk why i cant be happy in chair?

 

[Dreamer]

I do see what you mean, tolperi. Your emotional symptoms (like being bi-polar and cutting) feel more like raw pain than being stuck in a wheelchair, right? I've never had to be in a wheelchair, tolperi, but I've been stuck in depression and self-hatred, and it hurts. I just pray that you will keep returning to talkJesus and let us minister to you with the love of Jesus Christ.

Don't be ashamed of the way you are. Jesus loves you just the way you are. I, for one, appreciate your honesty and openess in your post, because it lets me know where you are coming from and it came from your heart. You are important to Jesus and you are important to us. I am praying for you.

 

[Faithful Son]

I think the main thing is you have to understand the Christian mind. Anything is possible through God You are a lovely person and your strength shines out of your messages.

I think people see your disability of not being able to walk as your only disability. And you want them to see and pray for the other problems too

I feel the same way you do, hehe. People always know better things about me than I do, right? You are one hundred percent correct, you can be happy in a wheel chair.

Jesus can make anyone happy. Believe in Him and ask Him to help you with everything in your life. Ask Him to help you stop with the cutting and ask Him to love you, that makes you happy right?

You said in your first post you have children, love them everyday, that also makes you happy.

I am glad you took the initiative and bought a cellphone although you can't afford it. Your ideas will be successful if you place them in God's hands. Pray about everything you do, your business, family, disabilities, everything !

You are blessed and in favour with the Lord, the only thing is you should realize it. Jesus loves you and we love you.

Keep coming back to TJ, welcome again.

teraside

 

[tolperi]

well i kind of understand it cos i have been believer my self since 96.i know this all i can do in Jesus.And those how Jesus made born blind to see.but HE(blind) wanted so him self.but even then why should i want it too??if God respects me and my wishes not have to walk why cant peoples do same?I think God has make me what i am i like be what i am i dont want him make me whole new people what would happen if i were suddenly helthy from meningomyelocele.cos i have born with it i have identytety being me.i dont want learn how to be"helthy"walking people identety.