Hello Silver_ice,
In Psalm 46: 1, it says that our LORD GOD is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. He is always there. During my Bible study today, I read of a father petitioning Jesus to help his son (Mark 9: 14 -25) and Jesus said “Everything is possible for one who believes.” In his response, the father exclaimed, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”
In these instances, we confess our unbelief and ask for His help. He is not surprised by our weakness but also He will never turn us away. He not there to condemn us but to help us grow in our faith in Him. Just like Abraham... "he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised." (Romans 4: 20 - 21) It is a growing process.
So don't be discouraged and continue on walking with the Lord .... pressing toward the goal. Remember what Paul said in Philippians 3 : 12 - 14 ~ "Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus."
Blessings,
Snowrose