Calluna, I love you
It would be very difficult Not to love you!
Actually....I was a bit angry...just a little...when I posted that stuff about puppetry and clowning....I guess....I can't understand why it is acceptable for me to preach in creative ways, but not directly. It seems to offend people if I open the bible and preach directly. It offends men especially. And if what the Word says to them as I speak convicts their heart, some have tended to blame their anger on me, as a woman, instead of being angry at God, for supplying us with His Holy Word!
I used to be quite bold back in the day---in my 30's. When I gave my heart to Christ, it was a true conversion, like Saul to Paul....people noticed right off that I was different, and there was no doubt in my mind, either. After Christ, I began walking with my shoulders straight, my eyes up off the floor, looking at people in the eyes, smiling!
I saw a sign on a church post this morning as I was taking my husband to work. It said, "Burdens Are Lifted At Calvary" I took a deep breath inward and thanked my God, because I truly know He does lift my burdens and is doing so even on this very day!
But, to tell you the truth, when I was in my 20's....I was a foul-mouthed young lady---I put down everything with great sarcasm, everything that had to do with God, Jesus, and church. I was so hard and bitter. And I felt so unloved.
That church sign that inspired me so much this morning?....Just a mere 20 years ago....I would have outwardly mocked that sign with venemous words.
What changed me and converted me more than anything else was God's love. It is still unbelievable to me that He sent His own Son to die for me! I'll never get over that, and I don't want to become complacent about that!
I do feel and have always felt---since Feb. 17, 1991 that I am called by God to do special work for Him. I'm not supposed to be sitting on my laurels letting people pass by without telling them about Christ. I'm not even supposed to search out a job in which I cannot be free to tell others about Christ. I'm not making this up. God has His hand on me. And just because I happen to be a woman, I am not going to pass by opportunities to tell others about Christ's love. That would be sin! Jesus reigns.
P.S. I personally would not be comfortable taking any position where I was to lead or be over men
on a daily basis, because of certain scriptures which have already been quoted in this thread.
However, if any church ever offered me a position as a "Childrens Director" or "Womens'
Ministry Director", I would pray about it fervently, and if it was God's will, you betcha!
I'd love to be in the ministry full time. In fact, God promised me I would be in the ministry
full-time. So I know that time will come some day. Is God a liar? No! He cannot lie!