Also, there might be physical, biochemical reasons for your depression. I'm not trying to sound harsh or to disagree with anyone here, but every sad feeling does not come from the devil. Sometimes sadness and depression can come to someone even when nothing around them is going wrong.
Stress after long periods of time can build up shortages of epenephrine and serotonin in the brain. We need those hormones/chemicals to think clearly; in other words, that's the way our good Father created us. In this world there is trouble and sorrow, and some of us are prone to let it cave us under more than other people.
Get some good counsel and if you need medication, do not be ashamed to take it, sister.
Thank you Dreamer for addressing the bio-chemical aspect of depression.
Counselling, medication can help, if you are reluctant to go on prescribed meds as I am, there are natural alternatives out there that I have been researching and can increase serotonin levels and help improve people's lives. Also embracing healthier lifestyle, eating whole grain, fresh natural foods, fresh air, excercise.
I currently am going through a terrible bout of depression, just hit me like a ton of bricks. I believe it is due to hormones and low serotonin levels. I am putting my trust in the Great Physician above all, but I believe it is He who leads us to take some practical steps aswell.
I hope you are well soon Minory Girl, lots of people care about you. I hope you begin that relationship with the Lord real soon.
Calluna