I can see where you are coming from with this. It is like the video I
watched on youtube called 'letter from hell.' (Or so I remember.)
It was the voice of someone's friend who was sent to hell, all because his
friend didn't want to share the gospel with him. Maybe he was embarrassed.
Maybe he was shy. But those are not good excuses for not sharing the gospel.
That video changed my whole perspective, and now I mention Jesus almost every day in my conversations. I have lost some friends because of it, but if they didn't respect my beliefs, why would I want those friends anyway?
I don't think you were putting guilt on anyone, you did state that you asked yourself that question. The post made me ask myself the same question.
And now I am tearing up, wondering....
What if my friends go to hell? I love Jessica, Andrew, Ashley, Michael, Thomas, and many more friends so much, I don't want them to go to hell.
Why have I not mentioned Jesus more? They might have seen me carrying my Bible to my next class, but none of them are in my free period class to see me read it, to question me about it, for me to share it with them. For them to go to hell...I can't sit here and let them. I love the strangers around me too much for anyone to go there.
So you are right...why am I not doing more? I spend too much time at home anyway. Why aren't I out doing what God planned for me to do?
No, you have not made me feel guilty. This is a wake-up call. What am I doing right now? Chatting on my laptop, still in my pajamas. What am I going to do this time again next week? Help my neighbor with her yard work. Talk to her about Jesus. The next day? Feed the homeless man behind Wal-Mart I kept driving by. He needs God's love too. What I will do after that? Only God will know and give to me. Thank you. You put it in a good perspective for me.