littlelight
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Can he make himself sound like God?
I was raised in a church that did not believe in the enemy as a literal entity; they taught that the thing in the bible referred to as **** (don't like saying his name) was actually the carnal mind of man.
I've been through many years of searching when it comes to my faith, and five years ago when I began going to a church that taught defense against his schemes, I actually started experiencing success and victory in my walk that I had never experienced before, or at least not since I was very young.
However, when I started experiencing real victory, I also started experiencing tremendous trials; like, being hemmed in on all sides, being accused and slandered by the people I love... it just basically seems like my victories were not without some serious backlash.
Is this God correcting me? Is it wrong to begin to use faith against our afflictions and the strongholds in our lives?
Lately it's seemed like it could be God actually doing these things. I haven't been able to maintain my strength or shield during these battles, I'm worn down and I'm starting to think I've angered the Lord somehow.
My victory was just there not too long ago. It was wonderful, I'd spent so many years seeking it and it felt like I'd finally made it to a place that the Lord had been calling me to for a long time. However the backlash I've experienced is really making me feel like I've done something wrong.
Perhaps I am unworthy of deliverance and healing? Perhaps I am unworthy of a faith that moves mountains. I know that I have that kind of faith, I've seen it work. But it's only brought about more difficulties.
Has anyone else ever experienced this? Does anyone know how do discern between actions of the Lord, and actions of the enemy? I am new to this site and I know that I don't know anyone well yet but I can't help but post this question! I am so confused and I'm losing so much ground in my faith it's frightening... suddenly I don't feel worthy to even claim His name anymore.... Even if it is all the enemy, I can't help but feel like all of his accusations are correct.
Thankful for you all ☺ hope that you are blessed.
-Valerie
I was raised in a church that did not believe in the enemy as a literal entity; they taught that the thing in the bible referred to as **** (don't like saying his name) was actually the carnal mind of man.
I've been through many years of searching when it comes to my faith, and five years ago when I began going to a church that taught defense against his schemes, I actually started experiencing success and victory in my walk that I had never experienced before, or at least not since I was very young.
However, when I started experiencing real victory, I also started experiencing tremendous trials; like, being hemmed in on all sides, being accused and slandered by the people I love... it just basically seems like my victories were not without some serious backlash.
Is this God correcting me? Is it wrong to begin to use faith against our afflictions and the strongholds in our lives?
Lately it's seemed like it could be God actually doing these things. I haven't been able to maintain my strength or shield during these battles, I'm worn down and I'm starting to think I've angered the Lord somehow.
My victory was just there not too long ago. It was wonderful, I'd spent so many years seeking it and it felt like I'd finally made it to a place that the Lord had been calling me to for a long time. However the backlash I've experienced is really making me feel like I've done something wrong.
Perhaps I am unworthy of deliverance and healing? Perhaps I am unworthy of a faith that moves mountains. I know that I have that kind of faith, I've seen it work. But it's only brought about more difficulties.
Has anyone else ever experienced this? Does anyone know how do discern between actions of the Lord, and actions of the enemy? I am new to this site and I know that I don't know anyone well yet but I can't help but post this question! I am so confused and I'm losing so much ground in my faith it's frightening... suddenly I don't feel worthy to even claim His name anymore.... Even if it is all the enemy, I can't help but feel like all of his accusations are correct.
Thankful for you all ☺ hope that you are blessed.
-Valerie