Hi, Logan. I am pleased to read in your postings such genuine hunger for the Truth. I share that hunger and would love to share what I've learned so far. Please bear with me as I am not an eloquent communicator. I pray that the Spirit gives me the words you need as I type.
First a little background. My oldest "religious" memory is from approximately age 10. My parents were persuaded by friends to join a CLDS. The Lord lead us (my parents, my 5 siblings and myself) back out of the Mormon environment just a year later. We then began attending various protestant churches until I became old enough to understand I wasn't being sustained by attending church. Years later, after my marriage and the birth of my first daughter, I felt compelled to attend Sunday services again, but just when I became familiar and comfortable with this particular church, they began building and rebuilding it into a palace of sorts. I was put off by the lack of humility. I stopped attending. A couple of years ago, I once again returned to the church environment. This time, it was the bible study group's tendency to discuss politics during Bible study classes that turned me off.
Now, this may sound like (and is) a lot of "excuses" to sleep in on Sundays, but let me tell you an important lesson I've learned since my most recent "excursion". It's not the building or the people inside that brings us into Truth, it's God Himself. It's no longer a religion to me. It's a relationship with Jesus. With all my "issues", God continues to DRAW me, as He is drawing you through your practicality and logic. Sweet, sweet, Brother, your enduring search is proof that God is more powerful than all the logic in the world. Be diligent and of unfailing faith, you will find the Lord, Jesus.
There has been a lot of inspired words posted in response to your questions. I believe God has been glorified many times over in this thread. I would just like to add that just as sacrificing the best lambs atoned for the sins of the OT generations, Jesus was the final Lamb that atoned
once and for all for all mankinds sin because He was the most perfect sacrifice, most perfect Lamb ever. Man was guilty and deserved to be on that cross. Out of love for you and me, Jesus went to the cross in innocence for us.
In practical terms, it's like He jumped into a burning building and pulled you out, but remained inside. He shoved you out of the path of an oncoming tractor-trailer only to be struck in your place. He stepped in front of the terrorist's bullet. As for His being raised from the dead, I'm not aware of a single practical scenario that would help you to understand and believe. That's where faith equals salvation. You believe a banana is edible because you've eaten them. You believe taking antibiotics will heal an infection because you've seen it happen. You have never, however, witnessed anyone take their last breath only to hear them speak to you face-to-face, in the flesh, three days after their burial.
The Bible is the Word of God. JW's and LDS's admit that much. Learn what His Word says first and foremost. It's the measuring stick for all other doctrines.
My prayers are with you, Brother.
In Christ,
Amen!