Sorry, I haven't read everyone's posts. There is way too many, so I hope I'm not being repetative.
Thinking out loud here. A conversation. Not statements of conclusion.
I don't think we have free will.
What exactly is our 'will' ? Is the same thing as choice? I don't know for sure, but I'm thinking they're not the same thing. Choice is exercising our will, but 'will' seems like something much bigger than freedom of choice. Will is power.
I had an experience where I felt the will of God in and over me. It was the same thing as power. I'm still thinking on that one. I only felt a smidgen of it, but God's will is powerful stuff. I felt what he wanted in that moment, and it happened. Nothing can stop the will of God when he exercises it. That's my human explanation and understanding. God is in control, ALL OF THE TIME.
We either submit to God's will, or we don't. When we don't, we are in bondage to the enemy. That is repeated in the Bible many times in different ways, though I don't know of the appropriate scripture. We're never really on our own, with our own will. It's either one or the other. Submit to the wonderful master who adopts us and gives us freedom, or to the enemy who controls us and holds us in limitation through bondage. It's like giving a slave the choice between a good master, or a bad one. They can choose, but still belong to one or the other. And still, since they are a slave, they can only choose if given the choice. They don't have power. They don't have control. So by God's will, I choose God.
I don't know about you guys, but I did not choose God on my own, he chose me. On my own, there is no way I could have come to even be aware of this new reality in Christ. It was a passive event for me. My experience is that God chose me, and he did it in a way that was perfect for me, but I don't think I really had a choice. It was my time, and he came for me and rescued me. I would still be dead, had he not exercised his will within me. And isn't it true that God's work in us leads us to repentance? And isn't it true that God is responsible for all growth? He draws us to him, and by his will, gives us the choice, and by his will we choose.
I think our 'will' is designed for devotion, not freedom. And that is why we either belong to God, or to the enemy. And that is why God's most important covenant requirement is to love God above all else. If we are not devoted to God, we are devoting ourselves to something ungodly. And we suffer. Devote ourself to God, and we are blessed with his glory and power and grace and freedom that only he can give us. But it's ALL by God's will, in my opinion. Our power is in devotion. Our ONLY true power is in devotion. To God, and it blossoms and grows beyond boundaries and measure. To the enemy, and it withers and we die.
I'm thinking that the idea and desireability of a 'free will' are a lie from the mouth of the enemy. That is evident in Genesis 3.
dchena