amadeus, brad, christ4ever, Emilia,
I am really thankful for posts, ongoing support and prayers.
Im trusting in Him even if at times the emotinal pain and heartaches is unbearable. I will continue to pray, read my bible and trust that he will provide relief and peace.
@Christ4Ever,
Sorry, I wasn't very clear in my previous post. I love the holidays and the season but with my current issue and depression, I'm not feeling the joy or excitement inside to enjoy them. Generally, the holidays are about happiness, good times, spending time with loved ones/family, celebrating Jesus on Christmas, etc. The issue that I'm facing involves family, so you could understand why I feel this way.
Ive been hoping for a miracle or a sign from God. Just anything to give me some assurance that everything will be ok, something to tell me not to worry, God's got this. I just dont want to end the year feeling like this. I feel like a shell with absolutely nothing inside. I know in God there's hope though
Thank you all.