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@Samulas

Parable of the Prodigal Son

And he said, “There was a man who had two sons. And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of property that is coming to me.’ And he divided his property between them. Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took a journey into a far country, and there he squandered his property in reckless living. And when he had spent everything, a severe famine arose in that country, and he began to be in need.

So he went and hired himself out to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to feed pigs. And he was longing to be fed with the pods that the pigs ate, and no one gave him anything. “But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have more than enough bread, but I perish here with hunger! I will arise and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired servants.”’

And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet. And bring the fattened calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate.

For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.’ And they began to celebrate. “Now his older son was in the field, and as he came and drew near to the house, he heard music and dancing. And he called one of the servants and asked what these things meant. And he said to him, ‘Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fattened calf, because he has received him back safe and sound.’

But he was angry and refused to go in. His father came out and entreated him, but he answered his father, ‘Look, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command, yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might celebrate with my friends. But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your property with prostitutes, you killed the fattened calf for him!’ And he said to him, ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. It was fitting to celebrate and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found.’” Luke‬ ‭15‬:‭11-32‬
 
The Lord used to show me so many things about how He loved and just how good he really is. Now I feel like whenever I try talking to Him everything I had vanished. When I think of God or Jesus while praying I begin to just see a bizarre cartoon character in my head.

Greetings @Samulas

The Lord still is good
And the Lord still loves you....that will never change


Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever.
Hebrews 13:8

Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love:

Jeremiah 31:3

For all the promises of God in Him are yea, and in Him Amen, unto the glory of God by us.

2 Corinthians 1:20

The devil may be whispering defeat into your ear, doubt and disbelief.......but no matter what you feel the Lord does change, neither does His love for you
When you see these images.....turn your doubting into praise....thanking Him for His unchanging love that cannot be shaken
Don't give in to them


Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
James 4:7


May you know His peace reigning

 
Evil spirits are whispering to you and creating images in your mind to see if you will fall away from loving the Lord, but they have no real power over you other than what you let them have. REFUSE to accept this as your thought, know the enemy and rebuke them when they try and twist your mind with these thoughts/images. If you own them as yours, then eventually they will be yours.
 
Greetings @Samulas

The Lord still is good
And the Lord still loves you....that will never change



I must say this song did make me smile I can relate. Thank you sister and thank you everyone else for your prayers and support. I can feel your genuine concern for me like we are family and that is a blessing of itself. I am certain the enemy is tormenting me I never doubted that. It would not be the first time it was hard when I left those demonic New Age practices and there are certain similarities. I have been telling the devil to leave in Jesus's name and I am trying to be persistent. I cant do it without Jesus though I am too weak by myself. Reading more through Matthew and I am going to go right on through to Mark next. I am going to try to fight this. I need the Lord He is the only one who makes me feel alive inside. Apart from Jesus nothing feels genuine. I really do love all you thank you so much
 
Please continue to pray for a breakthrough guys. I am seeking Jesus despite the load of stress school has on me. As far as I'm concerned He is my priority and if I am mistaken I want Him to be my priority. Thanks again I love you all. May Jesus bless you in truth and hope.
 
Last night and this morning I was thinking I'm just like Esau and to make matter worse when I woke up this morning I randomly opened to Obadiah and read about Esau's judgment...
 
Last night and this morning I was thinking I'm just like Esau and to make matter worse when I woke up this morning I randomly opened to Obadiah and read about Esau's judgment...

In a way you are correct. This should be taken as a warning and a view you might not have had before of how your behavior can affect the present and future you live. You already know what the affects are of your past experiences on your life. Now you can see these things through a Biblical story line, which has you seeking His word to acquire greater understanding of your own life.

Yet, it is still within you to not dwell on the past, because in the case of Esau the forgiveness you have through repentence in Christ Jesus, was not available to him as it is to you! See the choices Esau made and the eventual effects to Edom. You cannot change the past, but can learn from it. In this case, not to repeat those mistakes that have left you to the point of dispair. Now you can move forward and walk, talk, live the way that Christ Jesus would want you to live.

Remember, you too affect those around you. Family, friends, neighbors, people you come across on the street, in stores. Let now your walk be a positive one that reflects the light that is in you now!

You've been given an opportunity to learn from the past, to grow in the present, and walk in an eternal future that not every will ever know. Stay faithful Samulas and Rejoice in the Lord!
In love.
YBIC
C4E
 
If I am like Esau the God hates me and there is no hope for me. I pray that statement is wrong but then simultaneously God would be just in that judgement with my sins.
 
If I am like Esau the God hates me and there is no hope for me. I pray that statement is wrong but then simultaneously God would be just in that judgement with my sins.

You already know that God does not hate you Samulas. That you might hate yourself for the things you have done is very possible. Many believers get stuck here and are doing exactly what the adversary wants them to be doing, because then they're wasting time on something they have no control over. What you need to be doing is moving forward and being a good and faithful servant. Helping other spread the word or doing it yourself.

Hold on to the promises God has given you. Always remembering.
You are forgiven
You are a Child of the Most High
You are loved of God
You have eternal life through Christ Jesus
and so many more!

Here at TJ, you have Brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus who are world wide and love you!

There is what one calls the Serenity Prayer it might help you Samulas.

“God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things that I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.”


Stop worrying about the things you cannot change. Otherwise as I said before. You'll stay in the very place the adversary wants you to stay.
In Love.
YBIC
C4E
 
If I am like Esau the God hates me and there is no hope for me. I pray that statement is wrong but then simultaneously God would be just in that judgement with my sins.
You either do want God's saving grace or you don't. So far, you sound as if you don't. or you must have no idea what it truly is.
You have had many, many here tell you the truth about no matter about your sins God loves you and will save you, but it seems from your own statements that, apparently you reject the truth.
ANYONE, who calls upon the the name of Jesus Christ and invites him into their heart, God will save.
You need to just stop telling us untruths, we know the truth! Just stop saying what God will do and will not do, and accept Jesus as your personal Savior!
 
Brother Samulas,Because your user name is so close to Samuel, please allow me to give you a scripture from there.1 Samuel 16:7 Most humans look at themselves, as others see them,perhaps the reason for this, is that most humans are not careful around there so called friends as to what they hear about themselves and others day to day..(Mark 4:24). The human mind always looks to identify with the flesh it wears,so there are two obstacles to overcome instead of just one! For flesh speaks loud!!

And the very deeds of the flesh present itself in a very prideful way.( Gal 5:19-21) I have found good brother there are also two truths! 1. To believe and stay in ones present condition,and remain depressed,sad and defeated,and 2.To DO something about ones own condition! Because of our present condition we look for scriptures to confirm ones own feeling and emotion,and we look not past the present, and how Jesus himself looks at man,( or woman) ( Isaiah 54:9-10) SO I have what brother??SWORE that I WILL NOT!!! be angry with YOU! Nor will I rebuke you!

Which means that at present your mindset is not lining up with what our Jesus says about us.For brother as I had to come to understand myself,a person becomes angry when they do not know what a person intends to do.Jesus already knows!( 1 Peter 1:2)Hence why his grace and peace abounds to us! But there is a work for us bro!! In fact it is the only work we as believers even need to do!!( john 6:28-29) To believe! Staying in God's Word and believing his words, rather then others, who look to mix there opinion with there feeling and emotion is indeed setting ones mind and keeping it set upon our Jesus who never lied to us!( col 3:2) God's Word takes the place of our flesh,and its feeling and emotion,hence why Jesus himself used the Word against the enemy himself!!( matt 4) and spoke in psalms as to the very power of his own words!!( psalms 138:2)

If we brother do not renew our mind,then our flesh cannot be renewed either!( Rom 12:2) Now, the change over to this mindset is indeed painful to the flesh! It screams in pain over being ruled over!LOL ( 2 cor 4:16-18!!) Verse 18 is a Jesus mindset! For in Christ Jesus brother it does take time to perfect it!( Phil 1:6) And there will be times when Jesus hides himself for a time,to let us see if we have really matured in believing him!( Isaiah 45:15) He never leaves us or ever forsakes us brother,but as you know in test time,he waits for your answers.

He already knows our answer,but we do not,and Jesus wants us to develop our believe stronger so he may indeed through both his Word and the results of our test establish a confirmation as to where you are at present,( Col 2:6-10!!)( verse 7!!) and where you need to follow more in!( proverbs 3:5-6) It is not about passing or failing the test, it is about becoming stronger so when a Goliath comes along, like it did to David,you will be established!!( 1 Sam 17:36-40!!) Then spoke to Goliath these words!! verse 45-46!!) He did not even have a sword bro!! LOL This is the mindset Jesus wants from all his children! It takes time to learn,but if you are willing to be taught as I was by Holy Spirit( 1 john 2:27) then you also can be what Jesus calls us all to be at the end of the race!! An OVER COMER!!!( Rev 2:7,verse 11,verse 17,verse 26,Rev 3:5,verse 12,verse21 and if that is not enough of a hint as to the real central theme of Rev finally in Rev 21:7!! Our end result bro! May this bless us all to remember why Jesus chose us in the first place!( Rom 8:31-39!!!)
 
Brother Samulas,Because your user name is so close to Samuel, please allow me to give you a scripture from there.1 Samuel 16:7 Most humans look at themselves, as others see them,perhaps the reason for this, is that most humans are not careful around there so called friends as to what they hear about themselves and others day to day..(Mark 4:24). The human mind always looks to identify with the flesh it wears,so there are two obstacles to overcome instead of just one! For flesh speaks loud!!

And the very deeds of the flesh present itself in a very prideful way.( Gal 5:19-21) I have found good brother there are also two truths! 1. To believe and stay in ones present condition,and remain depressed,sad and defeated,and 2.To DO something about ones own condition! Because of our present condition we look for scriptures to confirm ones own feeling and emotion,and we look not past the present, and how Jesus himself looks at man,( or woman) ( Isaiah 54:9-10) SO I have what brother??SWORE that I WILL NOT!!! be angry with YOU! Nor will I rebuke you!

Which means that at present your mindset is not lining up with what our Jesus says about us.For brother as I had to come to understand myself,a person becomes angry when they do not know what a person intends to do.Jesus already knows!( 1 Peter 1:2)Hence why his grace and peace abounds to us! But there is a work for us bro!! In fact it is the only work we as believers even need to do!!( john 6:28-29) To believe! Staying in God's Word and believing his words, rather then others, who look to mix there opinion with there feeling and emotion is indeed setting ones mind and keeping it set upon our Jesus who never lied to us!( col 3:2) God's Word takes the place of our flesh,and its feeling and emotion,hence why Jesus himself used the Word against the enemy himself!!( matt 4) and spoke in psalms as to the very power of his own words!!( psalms 138:2)

If we brother do not renew our mind,then our flesh cannot be renewed either!( Rom 12:2) Now, the change over to this mindset is indeed painful to the flesh! It screams in pain over being ruled over!LOL ( 2 cor 4:16-18!!) Verse 18 is a Jesus mindset! For in Christ Jesus brother it does take time to perfect it!( Phil 1:6) And there will be times when Jesus hides himself for a time,to let us see if we have really matured in believing him!( Isaiah 45:15) He never leaves us or ever forsakes us brother,but as you know in test time,he waits for your answers.

He already knows our answer,but we do not,and Jesus wants us to develop our believe stronger so he may indeed through both his Word and the results of our test establish a confirmation as to where you are at present,( Col 2:6-10!!)( verse 7!!) and where you need to follow more in!( proverbs 3:5-6) It is not about passing or failing the test, it is about becoming stronger so when a Goliath comes along, like it did to David,you will be established!!( 1 Sam 17:36-40!!) Then spoke to Goliath these words!! verse 45-46!!) He did not even have a sword bro!! LOL This is the mindset Jesus wants from all his children! It takes time to learn,but if you are willing to be taught as I was by Holy Spirit( 1 john 2:27) then you also can be what Jesus calls us all to be at the end of the race!! An OVER COMER!!!( Rev 2:7,verse 11,verse 17,verse 26,Rev 3:5,verse 12,verse21 and if that is not enough of a hint as to the real central theme of Rev finally in Rev 21:7!! Our end result bro! May this bless us all to remember why Jesus chose us in the first place!( Rom 8:31-39!!!)

Thanks for the post brother I really enjoyed reading that.
My name is actually Nicholas Samuel so I made up a combination of the two for this forum about 2 years ago (not sure why). I like the name of Samuel though as the Lord had called him in the night at a young age.
Today I have been thinking though... if I were to be forgiven and receive restoration, then how great is GOD.
I thought this to myself shortly seeing how long-suffering and merciful GOD is when I read Nehemiah 9:5-37.
I started to pray, cry, and worship and it actually felt genuine. It was like seeing light through the cracks.
I was never one to exalt myself, its something I tend to refuse. I always want the Lord Jesus to exalt me. Amen.
 
Brother Nicholas, If I were to be forgiven and receive restoration??? It is VERY RARE I share anything of this personal a nature, because it is so personal, but the Holy Spirit in me tells me to share this with you brother. As you know in the Bible there were 3 people who murdered someone! Moses( Exodus 2:11-12) David ( 2 Sam 11:14-17) and Paul ( acts 8:1-3, and Acts 22:4) and these men wrote most of the Bible bro!! Three fourths! Serving two tours in Vietnam, I was one sad case when I got out. Beside what a person has done which haunts them,what they have also seen haunts them.I truly believed there was no way I could ever be forgiven But like all who have sure sinned and come short,at least short! Jesus did not come to give us what we really deserve,he came to set us free!( john 8:36) What is it we are suppose to learn in this life Nick? From 30 years of searching this out in my life,I finally have come to understand what that answer truly is! And here it is. ( 1 Cor 13:4-8 and John 13:34-35) We can do this only because Jesus first loved us!!( 1 john 4:19) Your restoration has already been made complete so like me brother just follow the prodigal son road.( Luke 15:25-32!!!!!!!) I can tell you this brother,for someone who was so lost to be so found and stay that way,is truly God's goodness!!( psalm 27:13)
 
If I am like Esau the God hates me and there is no hope for me. I pray that statement is wrong but then simultaneously God would be just in that judgement with my sins.

God would be just in judging you according to your sins. All of us. No man (excluding the Son of Man) could stand before the throne of God and make a defense for themselves. That is the truth.

Yet, Grace is offered, and you are aware of it, there is no reason to not take it.

I'm not so sure that's the best use of God's dislike of Esau though. God's hate for Esau was seen and played out through his family line. I'm not so sure it says anywhere that God directly hated Esau himself. He did hate his family line though, based on what Esau chose to do (sell his birthright for a single meal). I'm not sure if Esau is in heaven right now or not. The scriptures do refer to him as a fornicator and profane person. If Esau wanted to be saved from his sins, from the wrath of God, to have eternal life, I have no doubt the Lord would grant him such. Esau sold his birthright though, and once that was gone, there was no repentance to be found concerning the issue.

Blessings!

Travis
 
Hi all! I pray the Lord has been good to you all.
I just wanted to get back to you all with a little update.
I have started to go to the Spirit filled church that I had been baptized in over two years ago. Since Sunday my faith is slowly but surely being restored. The most recent dilemma the enemy was giving me was trying to tell me Jesus & God do not exist yet that never made sense to me as to why I would doubt there existence in such a way. I can see how this would happen right when I decide to turn from my sin and get right with God. These thoughts still come up occasionally as well what I can describe as a "blockage" between Jesus and I. I can only describe that as worrisome fear and anxiety. I know my faith needs to increase so I was hoping you guys would pray for me. I just want to embrace the Lord head on and live in faith like never before. Regardless of how I feel though the Lord has shown me some great things to help me realize there is still hope for me, aside from the note he used to actually draw me back. Thanks so much for what you all have done for me!
Love you guys!
 
Alleluia! Samulas! Alleluia!
Praying for you, and your renewed faith that the blocks continue to be pulled from the wall that has separated you from Jesus Christ!
Love you too Samulas.
YBIC
C4E
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1 Peter 5:10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you.
 
Thanks for the update brother,
This battle is not for yourself alone,every time one of us overcomes darkness the whole body benefits.
Godspeed
 
Thanks again you guys!
I feel that I belong with the Lord Jesus.
I never really felt love and acceptance anywhere but with him and those belonging to him. I'm still seeking Jesus and pleading for these chains to be broken off and am seeking to be filled with his Holy Spirit more earnestly than when I first came to Jesus. Your prayers are a blessing and I'm praying for you all as well!
 
I feel that I belong with the Lord Jesus.
I'm still seeking Jesus and pleading for these chains to be broken off
This type of negative thinking is not good for you. You can't belong to Jesus, "Born Again", and still seeking him!
There is nothing to seek; he lives in you and your chains are broken...it is over. God says he will never forsake or leave you and Jesus said he would never lose whoever God gives him! Get your head and heart around this and live a life of freedom!
 
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