I blasphemed the Holy Spirit! I’m doomed and going to hell. Can one repent from this sin? Is this sin not easy to do?

[Trevor]

One time I couldn’t resist my thoughts and I gave in to them, on purpose. I’m doomed but I want hope. A voice has told me that I just don’t want to accept that there’s no hope. I’ve called the Holy Spirit names in my head and I don’t look forward to eternity. I need someone to talk to. I

One time I couldn’t resist my thoughts and I gave in to them, on purpose. I’m doomed but I want hope. A voice has told me that I just don’t want to accept that there’s no hope. I’ve called the Holy Spirit names in my head and I don’t look forward to eternity. I need someone to talk to. I’m doomed and there’s nothing I can do about it. I want to be alive but don’t know why I still am. I wish this sin could be forgiven. :crying:

I just know that I’ll go to hell after I die for sure because of what I did. God hasn’t spoken to me directly anymore. I don’t even feel the Holy Spirit with me. I want to feel emotions when it comes to this sin but I don’t. I didn’t think my life would turn out this way. I don’t know what to do. I want conviction. I’ve tried repenting and I just give in to the blasphemous thoughts again.

So this is what happened:
One time I gave in to the thoughts on purpose. I cried and didn’t know what to do with my life. I thought I was doomed.
That day I was going to school. The driver was a Christian and I told him what I did wrong. He said “your going to ask the Lord for forgiveness”. I said “what? That can’t be forgiven!” I didn’t feel that I should ask for forgiveness since I thought I was doomed and that God wouldn’t accept me.
So the next day, I go to church and I get prayed over. I hug the man praying for me and I beg the Lord for forgiveness. Then, God spoke to him, and said “I will have mercy”.
On my way to school, after I talk to the man I thought, “next time I do this, I can just ask for forgiveness”. I made a huge mistake in thinking that!
I then began (days after church) thinking things against the Holy Spirit. I thought all kinds of insults. But I only thought they when he enemy had put thoughts like that in my head: I’d repeat them. I don’t know what to do with my life.

Then after giving in for a short while, I was taken to a psych hospital and a staff member took me to the court of heaven. He prayed and later I found out that I wasn’t guilty of this sin. Like, God told him I wasn’t guilty. I didn’t know how but I didn’t say anything.

So now I’m here, continuing in these thoughts and thinking them on purpose, because it’s a habit.
Please, no one tell me that the unpardonable sin is unbelief or that there is no unforgivable sin. The Bible is clear on what it is in Matthew 12:32, and Mark 3:28-30

I also hear this sin is not easy to commit. Is that true? Also. If it is, how is it difficult? What makes it hard to do?

Hi Briana, If you had committed the unpardonable sin, you wouldn't be on this site discussing it because the Holy Spirit would have left you and you'd have no interest in redemption. You appear to have a dilema, one part of you is in fear of grieving the Holy Spirit, while another part takes delight in doing just that. I suggest you read Romans 7:15-24. Here Paul found himself in the very same situation that you are in and explains it. Bless you.

 

[Brother-Paul]

One time I couldn’t resist my thoughts and I gave in to them, on purpose. I’m doomed but I want hope. A voice has told me that I just don’t want to accept that there’s no hope. I’ve called the Holy Spirit names in my head and I don’t look forward to eternity. I need someone to talk to. I’m doomed and there’s nothing I can do about it. I want to be alive but don’t know why I still am. I wish this sin could be forgiven. :crying:

I just know that I’ll go to hell after I die for sure because of what I did. God hasn’t spoken to me directly anymore. I don’t even feel the Holy Spirit with me. I want to feel emotions when it comes to this sin but I don’t. I didn’t think my life would turn out this way. I don’t know what to do. I want conviction. I’ve tried repenting and I just give in to the blasphemous thoughts again.

So this is what happened:
One time I gave in to the thoughts on purpose. I cried and didn’t know what to do with my life. I thought I was doomed.
That day I was going to school. The driver was a Christian and I told him what I did wrong. He said “your going to ask the Lord for forgiveness”. I said “what? That can’t be forgiven!” I didn’t feel that I should ask for forgiveness since I thought I was doomed and that God wouldn’t accept me.
So the next day, I go to church and I get prayed over. I hug the man praying for me and I beg the Lord for forgiveness. Then, God spoke to him, and said “I will have mercy”.
On my way to school, after I talk to the man I thought, “next time I do this, I can just ask for forgiveness”. I made a huge mistake in thinking that!
I then began (days after church) thinking things against the Holy Spirit. I thought all kinds of insults. But I only thought they when he enemy had put thoughts like that in my head: I’d repeat them. I don’t know what to do with my life.

Then after giving in for a short while, I was taken to a psych hospital and a staff member took me to the court of heaven. He prayed and later I found out that I wasn’t guilty of this sin. Like, God told him I wasn’t guilty. I didn’t know how but I didn’t say anything.

So now I’m here, continuing in these thoughts and thinking them on purpose, because it’s a habit.
Please, no one tell me that the unpardonable sin is unbelief or that there is no unforgivable sin. The Bible is clear on what it is in Matthew 12:32, and Mark 3:28-30

I also hear this sin is not easy to commit. Is that true? Also. If it is, how is it difficult? What makes it hard to do?

Greetings @Briana N

May I ask are you born again, you do not say you are, your profile does not say you are, but your user icons shows a dove of peace?

First things first...
Did you as you say blaspheme the Holy Spirit whilst not being saved, if you did and you come to Jesus, repent and accept Him into your heart as your personal saviour you can remain in peace, every sin you have ever done, said or thought before accepting Jesus is washed away by the blood of Christ and your old self is crucified.

Did you as you say, blaspheme the Holy Spirt after being saved?
If you did then the question I guess is, how? Or why do you think this, you probably didn't, who can add a day to their life by worrying our Lord tells us. I am not asking you to confirm any of the words here so please do not write it down. Give it to the Lord in prayer. Now I notice you say you called the Holy Spirit names in your head, so the first thing is good, you did not say it with your lips. The second thing I wonder is did you actually say the things in your head or were they put in your head and you keep thinking about them. The devil is very devious.

Allow me to share something that happened to me if I may. My wife was watching a film, I ended up sitting in the room as I had just asked her a question, as she watched the film I ended u seeing part of it also. I am not sure which film it was but it was one of a group of similar films, like three men and a baby or maybe four weddings and a funeral. I think Rowan Atkinson may have played the part of a minister at a service and he really did blaspheme the Holy Spirit. I was shocked, I don't watch much television and rarely watch films, but this played on my mind for some time, I was say how could he say..... he said..... it played on my mind, I felt I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit also. But I hadn't, the devil was tormenting me due to the blatant way he said those things, and my shock at hearing them.

So even if you felt these things were said in your head, were they really said? As you said in your message... they were in your head, not from your lips.

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ who sets us free to be free indeed.

Rejoice and give thanks sister, Jesus is Lord.

In His Love

 

[Sue D.]

When a person is feeling conviction of sin, it's the Holy Spirit working with you. Pray to God through Jesus Christ -- admit that you've sinned and need forgiveness. That the shed blood of Jesus Christ on the cross is sufficient to cleanse your heart. Thank Him for His gift of salvation and tell Him you want to accept Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior. That you believe that Jesus Christ Is the Son of God -- there is salvation is no other thing / person.

He Will come immediately to indwell your and won't leave.

And - do yourself a favor-- do Not listen to any of those 'Supernatural' T.V. programs.

A born again person has the Holy Spirit indwelling them -- He won't let any other spirit enter. It's not possible. BUT a believer Can experience Oppresion. Phillipians 4:8 -- those things TO think on. whatever things are true, noble, just, pure, lovely, of good report, things that are praiseworthy -- meditate on Those things.

vs 6 "Be anxious for nothing, but in everythiing by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests bes made known to God and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."

 

[Trevor]

One time I couldn’t resist my thoughts and I gave in to them, on purpose. I’m doomed but I want hope. A voice has told me that I just don’t want to accept that there’s no hope. I’ve called the Holy Spirit names in my head and I don’t look forward to eternity. I need someone to talk to. I’m doomed and there’s nothing I can do about it. I want to be alive but don’t know why I still am. I wish this sin could be forgiven. :crying:

I just know that I’ll go to hell after I die for sure because of what I did. God hasn’t spoken to me directly anymore. I don’t even feel the Holy Spirit with me. I want to feel emotions when it comes to this sin but I don’t. I didn’t think my life would turn out this way. I don’t know what to do. I want conviction. I’ve tried repenting and I just give in to the blasphemous thoughts again.

So this is what happened:
One time I gave in to the thoughts on purpose. I cried and didn’t know what to do with my life. I thought I was doomed.
That day I was going to school. The driver was a Christian and I told him what I did wrong. He said “your going to ask the Lord for forgiveness”. I said “what? That can’t be forgiven!” I didn’t feel that I should ask for forgiveness since I thought I was doomed and that God wouldn’t accept me.
So the next day, I go to church and I get prayed over. I hug the man praying for me and I beg the Lord for forgiveness. Then, God spoke to him, and said “I will have mercy”.
On my way to school, after I talk to the man I thought, “next time I do this, I can just ask for forgiveness”. I made a huge mistake in thinking that!
I then began (days after church) thinking things against the Holy Spirit. I thought all kinds of insults. But I only thought they when he enemy had put thoughts like that in my head: I’d repeat them. I don’t know what to do with my life.

Then after giving in for a short while, I was taken to a psych hospital and a staff member took me to the court of heaven. He prayed and later I found out that I wasn’t guilty of this sin. Like, God told him I wasn’t guilty. I didn’t know how but I didn’t say anything.

So now I’m here, continuing in these thoughts and thinking them on purpose, because it’s a habit.
Please, no one tell me that the unpardonable sin is unbelief or that there is no unforgivable sin. The Bible is clear on what it is in Matthew 12:32, and Mark 3:28-30

I also hear this sin is not easy to commit. Is that true? Also. If it is, how is it difficult? What makes it hard to do?

Hi Briana I tried to post but it went wrong so I'll try again. In Romans 7:14-17 Paul is experiencing what you are. He wishes to please God but he does the opposite, and answers your questions. Bless you

 

[Ivan Chamurliev]

One time I couldn’t resist my thoughts and I gave in to them, on purpose. I’m doomed but I want hope. A voice has told me that I just don’t want to accept that there’s no hope. I’ve called the Holy Spirit names in my head and I don’t look forward to eternity. I need someone to talk to. I’m doomed and there’s nothing I can do about it. I want to be alive but don’t know why I still am. I wish this sin could be forgiven. :crying:

I just know that I’ll go to hell after I die for sure because of what I did. God hasn’t spoken to me directly anymore. I don’t even feel the Holy Spirit with me. I want to feel emotions when it comes to this sin but I don’t. I didn’t think my life would turn out this way. I don’t know what to do. I want conviction. I’ve tried repenting and I just give in to the blasphemous thoughts again.

So this is what happened:
One time I gave in to the thoughts on purpose. I cried and didn’t know what to do with my life. I thought I was doomed.
That day I was going to school. The driver was a Christian and I told him what I did wrong. He said “your going to ask the Lord for forgiveness”. I said “what? That can’t be forgiven!” I didn’t feel that I should ask for forgiveness since I thought I was doomed and that God wouldn’t accept me.
So the next day, I go to church and I get prayed over. I hug the man praying for me and I beg the Lord for forgiveness. Then, God spoke to him, and said “I will have mercy”.
On my way to school, after I talk to the man I thought, “next time I do this, I can just ask for forgiveness”. I made a huge mistake in thinking that!
I then began (days after church) thinking things against the Holy Spirit. I thought all kinds of insults. But I only thought they when he enemy had put thoughts like that in my head: I’d repeat them. I don’t know what to do with my life.

Then after giving in for a short while, I was taken to a psych hospital and a staff member took me to the court of heaven. He prayed and later I found out that I wasn’t guilty of this sin. Like, God told him I wasn’t guilty. I didn’t know how but I didn’t say anything.

So now I’m here, continuing in these thoughts and thinking them on purpose, because it’s a habit.
Please, no one tell me that the unpardonable sin is unbelief or that there is no unforgivable sin. The Bible is clear on what it is in Matthew 12:32, and Mark 3:28-30

I also hear this sin is not easy to commit. Is that true? Also. If it is, how is it difficult? What makes it hard to do?

I believe that such a thought can come often to people and to some Christians too, but it doesn't mean that we need to give in into it.
Because very often and we can say always, this could be a deceit from the devil. Especially when it comes to our mind. That's often his battle field. He likes to attack our mind. James 3:15 says that the wisdom that does not descend from above is earthly, sensual and demonic. And this is the condition of our mind many times and he likes to get in there. His weapon sometimes is to let us think that we've sinned so hard, we've done something so wrong that we can not find forgiveness in God. And this can lead us to giving up on Him. And this is exactly what he wants!
See, God is the one that can truly convinse us in sin and if we can see that we've sinned too much or little and and this can lead us to repentance, then nothing wrong with it. I often ask God to show me my condition and if there is any sin in me, that I need to repent of.
But the devil, seeing what is God doing and the way He does it, wants to use something similar to it to deceive us. This is the way he twists the truth and makes it look real. We know as well that he tempted and attacked Jesus in the desert using scripture. And that was truth, but not applied in the right way. We need His guidance so that we can discern the truth that comes from God and the lie.
And as a matter of fact I heard once someone saying on this topic that if someone really have sinned against the Holy Spirit, then he will be so hardened, that it will never come to his mind that he has sinned. If someone is still having a battling in his mind if he has sinned or not, if he is right with God or not, it means that the Holy Spirit is still trying to work in him. There is still a hope. Not like those who have sinned with such a great sin as you think it happened or those who are completely hardened. In the passage with the Pharisees when Jesus addresses that sin to them, I see them completely believing in what they just said and completely on that side and fine with their conscience. Matthew 12:24-32
I believe as well that constantly and purposely rejecting and hardening ourselves to what the Spirit commands is having to do with that sin.
But what we need to do is to rise our eyes to heaven and trust in God.
He will come and rescue us.

 

[Krythy93]

It's nothing wrong with the "Supernatural". It's called that way, because they believe that the gifts of the Spirit(speaking in tongues, healing, dreams from God) are attainable now to, in present days. And it is real. God healed my spine(it was a little bit deformed) and he reshaped it. I even felt when it moved(!) and that happened not long after the Holy Spirit came back to me..