I Have a Question

[Alive4Jesus]

I WOULD LOVE TO BE ON FIRE AGAIN!! I have moved away from God and I wasn’t sure what was stopping me from coming back into His presence. I have prayed about this and asked God to search my heart and to expose my sins.

I’m not going to lie. . . God shared so much with me. I took a pen out and wrote down all of my behaviors and qualities that are displeasing to Him. It filled up half of a page. I knew that this was God because I didn’t want to beat myself up or end my life over what was shown to me. Still, I’m not entirely sure why I do the things that I do. This reminds me of Paul and what he wrote to the Roman church. I want to be closer to God, but I am having a difficult time trusting Him with my walk. This is because I have issues with the opposite sex. Yet, I understand that God is not a man nor are His ways like ours.

I hurt for your friend. I do. It’s tough to remove the people who love in this world. Yes, I do see the person regardless of all the ways that he has hurt me in the past. He felt that he wasn’t worthy of the love that I have tried showing him. So he did everything in his power to push me away. He later admitted me to that he has always loved me, but he was insecure and scared. People who struggle in these ways have a difficult time understanding God’s love for them and that hurts me because I can relate. It’s easy to say “God loves me and He died for my sins,” but to truly believe this . . . it isn’t always that easy for some. Again, thank you so much for sharing your time with me.

I'm trying .

My dearest Alyse Weiss,

When you are true, Yahweh will never give up but, he would come to help you.
"If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you." - John 15:7

Shalom!

 

[Alive4Jesus]

Greetings @Alyse Weiss

How are you?
May I encourage you to re-read @Brighthouse reply to you?



"( 2 Cor 6:14-18) As the pastor was also full of Holy Spirit, after showing this scripture,he said please let us take a walk to the back of the church,for the Lord wishes to show you an example.

In the back of the church sister is where the children play swings etc.. and a large hill, used in the winter for children to slide with there sleds on. he asked her to stand at the top of the hill,he stood a few feet below her,the pastor then asked her to pull him up to where she was at the top of the hill,well she yanked and pulled but could not move such a man to where she was at the top of the hill

,He then said please give me your hand,and very lightly pulled her down to where he was at.he said and that is how easy an unbeliever can bring down a christian! A bird and a fish can marry,but where will they live together at?? She understood! "

Bless you ....><>

This testimony remembers me the first Youth camp I attended in 2005 and where one pastor gave a similar example to give us a piece of advice concerning the same point. Most of young people we are like defending our love with an unbeliever in such a way. And even when we are headstrong we change thanks to the Power of Yahweh in Jesus Christ.

God bles you all in Christ Jesus. Amen!