My story in a nutshell

[StewardoftheMystery]

How about I write the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom over and over again forvever if need be.

How about you try doing what God says for you to do….by faith.

I guarantee you this, you cannot prove God to be a liar by doing exactly what He says for you to do.

 

[Andrew1999]

To be honest I have examined myself. I cannot repent honestly I have become so hardened I cannot repent. I have rapidly seared my conscience over the years by being desensitized to violent video games(getting used to seeing murder). The sad part is I am only 24 years old. God has hardened my heart and that is blocking me from repentance. I am calling God a liar by saying I am redeemable. I know so much about the gospel. I’ve had so many opportunities to come to God growing up but blew it. That’s the same as blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. To be honest nothing can penetrate my heart. I can study the word to God to death and it will not move me one bit. I am untouchable by God. I remember saying bad things against God’s Spirit 6 years ago and it didn’t even bother me. My life is basically over. I know for the fact that I have a reprobate mind because I have the characteristics of it

5 Warning Signs of Someone with a Reprobate Mind

Wondering what a reprobate mind is all about? Here are five warning signs, and a warning to the reader: judging a reprobate mind is up to God, not us.

www.crosswalk.com

 

[Seekerofthetruth]

I’ve started to write down “Jesus wants to free me from self now stop trying” in a notebook over and over? I’m honestly at a loss of what to do at this point. I’m probably using this forum as a way to get reassurance rather than God himself. Honestly what’s the point of life when you have no hope of salvation?