Sorry but God didn't take your health to slow you down. He's not evil and He doesn't steal, kill and destroy. And to suggest that to another Christian who is even toying with the idea of suicide is just plain wrong. You decided to embrace your illneses rather than reject it like so many do and then suggest its some love token from God. Maybe you should have given your body a rest rather than try to give the OP the impression that God is showing you His incredible love by making you sick.
God will get you out of any mess, regardless if you are responsible for it, if you believe for it. You obviously don't believe that because you have a warped view of God, given you credit God with robbing you of your health.
Op don't worry about how God is going to do it. I'd put my nose in the carpet and tell the Lord, listen I'm in a mess here Lord and I need you to help me. He's done it for plenty of people. Everyone screws up sometimes and there's nothing wrong with asking God for help. Unlearned people like to suggest that God is leading people into all kinds of messes and He certainly is not. The Good Shepherd does not lead you to the edge of the cliff or to the valley of the shadow of death. We end up in those places because we aren't following. Jesus is not sadistic.
How many people even ask the Lord if they should start this business or do that thing or buy this thing? Many, many, many people are getting into all kinds of problems because they are not being led by the Spirit. What God will show you by getting you out of your mess is that you need to be led by the Spirit. The Lord got me out of a huge financial mess before and He's done it for so many Christians who trusted Him to do it. He's your loving Father, not your diabolical Father who wants to see you suffer to a bitter end. A loving Father helps His child. That's who Abba is. We're not servants from the OT, we're covenant children. We serve a great big God who wants us to believe Him for big things. How big is your faith? The Lord can fix anything and He will always pull you out of your pit. I'm not saying you're guaranteed a 24hr miracle but sometimes you get a 24 month miracle. Your job is to cast these cares on Him and believe Him and rest knowing that He will fix the problem. Your faith doesn't have to be perfect. You just need a mustard seed of faith. I'm sure you can bring that to the Lord. Exercise that faith and don't let the people of the world tell you it can't be done FOR YOU!
FYI, if you are looking to believe God for any area of your life...never take the advice of someone who believes that God makes you sick to get your attention or to teach you something or that God won't help you when you need to be pulled out of a pit. Those are not scriptural beliefs and those who believe that assassinate God's character and portray Him as a child abuser.
Matthew 7:7-11 (Amplified Bible)
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7</SUP><SUP class=footnote value='[
a]'>[
a]</SUP>Keep on asking and it will be given you; <SUP class=footnote value='[
b]'>[
b]</SUP> keep on seeking and you will find; <SUP class=footnote value='[
c]'>[
c]</SUP>keep on knocking [reverently] and [the door] will be opened to you.
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8</SUP>For everyone who keeps on asking receives; and he who keeps on seeking finds; and to him who keeps on knocking, [the door] will be opened.
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9</SUP>Or what man is there of you, if his son asks him for a loaf of bread, will hand him a stone?
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10</SUP>Or if he asks for a fish, will hand him a serpent?
<SUP id=en-AMP-23328 class=versenum>11</SUP>If you then, evil as you are, know how to give good and <SUP class=footnote value='[d]'>[d]</SUP>advantageous gifts to your children, how much more will your Father Who is in heaven [perfect as He is] give good and <SUP class=footnote value='[e]'>[e]</SUP>advantageous things to those who <SUP class=footnote value='[f]'>[f]</SUP>keep on asking Him!
NEVER, NEVER, NEVER let anyone tell you that as a covenant child the Lord will not meet your needs. The Lord keeps His covenant. Many Christians talk about covenant like its equivalent to a lease on a car. Jesus will help you!