Etienne Marais
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Being a teenager is not easey but God will help you threw all problems.
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SignUp Now!Just wanted to post to see what your opinions are on this or if you have any suggestions for me.
I have been a Christian for 3 years now and was baptised last year and I trust and love Jesus with all my heart.
The problem is over the past 2 years I have suffered with depression really badly, I think it started when my uncle Died xmas eve 2004 and this is when things seemed to get really bad.
I weant through self harm and really hurting myself and this got really serious but through the love of Christ Jesus I was able to stop myself and have been free of self harm for the past 6 months but the depression hasn't got any better.
I love Jesus and I pray and believe I can be healed but as of yet I have not fully been healed. I pray that it will come in due course but hope can fade sometimes.
I am most of the time a happy person but from time to time for no apparent reason I get really really depressed and hate myself and just hate my life.
In these times I try and think about God and how much he loves me but I can't. Doctors say the unexpected swings of depression that I expireance for no apparent reason is caused by chemical inbalances in my brain, I don't know why they are caused but I just want them to go.
I didn't post this for sympathy I just didn't want to keep it to myself anymore I find it hard to talk to people in real life.
I feel so alone and bad. I feel bad 'coz am a Christian and I feel like its not right that I go through depression and being a Teen I feel like all adults especially Christian ones look down on me I just feel so alone inside.
Just wanted to share
God Bless
Rick