Now I understand what you are saying, now look from my point of view, from where I am at ok. and do not take it as being hard ok.
Do I need you to come over to my house today and explain to me about my earthly Mother and Father and all of their characteristic and what they where all about, do I need you, today to come explain to me all about my brother who I grew up with and played with and cook his breakfast and played with and slept in the same room and laugh and joke with for many years, Now do I need , to explain to me about My other brother and my other Father who have talked to me personal and call me by my name. and who is always with, me, and talks to me even in my dreams and makes me laugh and sometimes cry, He puts a smile on my face sometime ,just me and him, just like my daddy did, just like I made my children laugh and smile many times. do I need you to explain anything about my Father of brother to me? Meaning the maker of all heaven and earth and the One who told him to do it. Do I need you to explain them to me?
Do I need you to tell me, about My own Father of Brother who died for me. and I saw the very tears and the blood coming down off of his face, while he called my name and told me what he was doing for me. Now do I need you, to explain to me who he is?
yes or no answer is Sufficient. I am the real McCoy and I am not a christian, "I am a Child of The Living GOD" you are not going to meet many like me, for we are few in numbers, for I am different. nothing to Bragg about but the truth I am different. strange but just different.
Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd;
*
there is nothing I lack.
a
2In green pastures he makes me lie down;
to still waters he leads me;
3
bhe restores my soul.
He guides me along right paths
*
for the sake of his name.
4Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
c
I will fear no evil, for you are with me;
your rod and your staff comfort me.
II
5
*You set a table before me
in front of my enemies;
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You anoint my head with oil;
*d
my cup overflows.
e
6Indeed, goodness and mercy
* will pursue me
all the days of my life;
I will dwell in the house of the Lord
f
for endless days.
I do not need anything I am not searching for anything , I am content. and retired in the ministry not retired of The ministry. have married enough I have preach enough, have lectured enough, have buried enough, have song enough, and cried enough, and weep enough, and all of the between.
Just giving you a short view from where I sit. I am sitting by the window and watching the skies and waiting patiently for his return of I welcome death for even dying is a joy, when you are in christ.
NASB 1977
For to me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain.
thanks for the reply, PloughBoy