Anxiety. Dating a believer.

[KittyLinda]

Well KittyLinda I am no doctor! But if taking something reduces depression,or some other kind of pain,who am I to say to stop? When someone has a headache and they take asprin is that wrong to? I hate pain myself! There is only going to be ONE person to judge me! And it sure is not any on this earth.What I mean by testing is not to on purpose upset him to see how he will react,I mean he should have your best welfare in mind as he does himself.

Everyone of us has some weakness,no one God ever picked to represent him was any where near perfect!! Moses,David, and Paul who wrote 3 quarters of the Bible all had weakness,all of them murdered someone!! SO FEAR NOT!!!!! You are who you are by the grace of God just like all of us are! I do not wish though to have an altered state of mindset though,I make enough errors with a clear mindset!! LOL

But you know you, far better then anyone else knows you,and if you are making a mistake Jesus will help you through it even as he does me! Blessing to you! The great commision is given to all of us who love Jesus and wish to always be and stay in his will!!( Matt 28:20) ALWAYS!!! Means just that to me!!

I do not take them to reduce pain or depression.

and even doctors are not the people I can trust much anymore, after seeing a lot of them lie about these vaccines just to keep their job.

I take SSRi for my depression. I am using psychedelics, so I can understand myself, and function better, and be in control of my life. I have a personality disorder. I pray all the time about it, but I feel very empty sometimes. It is a bit difficult to explain to others. It's like being on a small rock in the middle of the ocean, so the only thing you can do is thinking about jumping into the water to kill yourself, and end it, so I can't stop this horrible feeling, because I'm constantly in this situation, and it causes panic attacks, because I can't even breath normally sometimes, and my emotions can be very intense all of sudden, and people do not like to be around me when I have this feeling. I also tried to 'jump' in the past, because people made fun of me, and made me even feel worse, but it is like being in this water and you're drowning with no end. I feel out of body so I take a bit of psychedelics during these situations, only enough to open my senses, and I can study, read my bible, cook, dance, do art, walk for long distances, just after taking a bit of it! It treats my panic attacks, and my emotional state instantly! It is almost a miracle I would say. That is actually a cure. There is no one medication that does it better. So I truly believe it is criminal that people think I can't use psychedelics after seeing how they work for me, just because they are classified 'bad drugs.'

This is also not about just feeling good. I sit in a dark room once every week for 2-3 hrs after using psychedelics, and I do intensive meditation. I do not think many people want to stare at a candle light for 2-3 hrs. It is not pleasurable for me at all, but it is what I do to connect with myself, and it is what I need to go through to heal past traumas. I have self-image issues, so there are lots of things that I feel I must do on a daily basis to feel human, and in control of my life. I do art, dancing, and a lot of yoga to cope. I also believe God can heal me, but it is not faith vs these things I do to cope. It is not like that. It is my faith with ALL the other things that really help me.

God bless,

 

[brighthouse98]

I understand a bit Kittylinda, a friend of mine took these for his Schizophrenia. My love in Christ and prayers are with ya.

 

[Brad Huber]

I do not take them to reduce pain or depression.

and even doctors are not the people I can trust much anymore, after seeing a lot of them lie about these vaccines just to keep their job.

I take SSRi for my depression. I am using psychedelics, so I can understand myself, and function better, and be in control of my life. I have a personality disorder. I pray all the time about it, but I feel very empty sometimes. It is a bit difficult to explain to others. It's like being on a small rock in the middle of the ocean, so the only thing you can do is thinking about jumping into the water to kill yourself, and end it, so I can't stop this horrible feeling, because I'm constantly in this situation, and it causes panic attacks, because I can't even breath normally sometimes, and my emotions can be very intense all of sudden, and people do not like to be around me when I have this feeling. I also tried to 'jump' in the past, because people made fun of me, and made me even feel worse, but it is like being in this water and you're drowning with no end. I feel out of body so I take a bit of psychedelics during these situations, only enough to open my senses, and I can study, read my bible, cook, dance, do art, walk for long distances, just after taking a bit of it! It treats my panic attacks, and my emotional state instantly! It is almost a miracle I would say. That is actually a cure. There is no one medication that does it better. So I truly believe it is criminal that people think I can't use psychedelics after seeing how they work for me, just because they are classified 'bad drugs.'

This is also not about just feeling good. I sit in a dark room once every week for 2-3 hrs after using psychedelics, and I do intensive meditation. I do not think many people want to stare at a candle light for 2-3 hrs. It is not pleasurable for me at all, but it is what I do to connect with myself, and it is what I need to go through to heal past traumas. I have self-image issues, so there are lots of things that I feel I must do on a daily basis to feel human, and in control of my life. I do art, dancing, and a lot of yoga to cope. I also believe God can heal me, but it is not faith vs these things I do to cope. It is not like that. It is my faith with ALL the other things that really help me.

God bless,

When people dont understand, they mentally refer to bad situations with psychedelics they have either experienced in some way or heard many times of bad things happening due to them. Although I feel myself in the same experience mindset as the others who warn you, I admit that I could be wrong about your case, especially as you describe how they take you from a bad mental situation to a better one. I would just be careful of the dosage of them and how often you take them, and leave it at that. May the Lord bless you.