Thus why they are easily fooled.
I don't just expect it; I demand it. Human minds are prone to delusions and biases. I can interpret anything set in front of me as a sign that relates to my life somehow. And if I'm basing my beliefs on a small, nearly indiscernible voice in my head which requires me to focus intently to hear it, I'm most likely just talking to myself.
Characteristics, if as you clearly believe,
human minds are prone to delusions and biases, why on earth are you trying to use your mind to discern something which is outside the mind's capacity?
It is your mind which is the enemy of your spirit!
Going back to my previous comment, it was Adam who decided that his own mind, to the exclusion of God, was to be the source of good and evil (right or wrong) decision making for the created order of the earth. That was, and is the essence of the whole problem. It is the essence of your problem too.
So,
demand as much as you like, it just won't happen. your human mind alone will not give you the answer.
Until you climb down a little in your demand that God conforms to your intellectual requirements,
you will never discern anything of the Spiritual realm. The human mind is blind to all things spiritual.
Only the human spirit can see and hear the dimension of the spiritual world, but you, like most people have kept your spirit under the boot print of your intellect. If you would permit your spirit to function, it will then communicates what it discerns to your mind. Sometimes it can be hard to draw a divide between the mind and the spirit, but with exercise it becomes clearer.
God truly loves you, but like with the prodigal son, God will not force his demands on you. To know God's love, you have to accept Him on His terms.
As I suggested before, start asking God for help to change. Ask him for help to understand these things. But at the same time understand that he cannot help if you are not prepared to let go of some of the demands you keep making. I challenge you to start talking to God about what you are thinking. I challenge you to start that dialogue!
It truly is worth surrendering to the one who created all things, and who loves you.
Characteristics, you should know that I personally cannot stand the religion of Christianity. All the rules and dogmas of an institutional system that for centuries has perverted the gospel to keep certain people in power. That is a perversion of what Jesus came to bring.
There is however another totally different side of being a Christian, that of personal relationship with God, based on what Christ has done. That personal experience of the intense and tangible love of Christ dwelling within my heart. That of knowing the deep peace of God which passes all human understanding.
Please don't let your independence make you miss out on something so wonderful.