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i hear you
honestly, i was just frustrated because i could tell that rag4acrown has good input but no one (including myself) was really able to understand her thoughts because of the way she was communicating.
i could certainly learn to love more. i pray everyday asking God to help me.
I was having trouble in this area and I truly wanted to rise above this and so my prayers were in this direction. I soon found out that the enemy will make sure to place people in your life that are so trying that you feel like screaming. lol.. I had one who lied and caused more trouble in my life as well as many others and even though she was like this, I must admit I am thankful for her.
Some days I would csatch myself and say Lord I did it again and I repent of this and aske you to forgive me and I would forgive this lady and pray blessings and such over her and her family. Some days this might happen 20 times and the awesome thing is, God never once showed me anything but love Brother.
Long and the short of it. I got to the place where when I saw her or heard her name I was not moved or bothered and it was all good.
Now it seems that offences just bounce right off. It is like second nature to me now. I forgive so quickly and love them in the Lord and the offences can not find a place to make root. Oh there are times when I still have to excersise forgiveness severtal times for some one but it never takes root and that is all GOD brother. I mean only God through Christ could have worked this into me.
Life it is always full of obstacles but the Grace and Love of God will turn therm into stepping stones for you.
Blessings and Love
Jim