Victorman, I've read your OP and all of the replies.
Here's my take on what's happening with your situation. I won't be replying to others here, but I will reply to you, if you post something to me.
The Problem: You became "lost" because you have given ground to the enemy (that enemy is Satan) when you "investigated" the State religion i.e. man's God-less theory of evolution. Obviously, the salvation via the blood sacrifice of Christ Jesus AND evolution cannot BOTH be correct. So someone is in error here. There is no other legitimate purpose for any human action than the advancement of the Kingdom of God. Patriotism (advancing the interests of a political coalition) is wrong; Humanism (advancing your own personal interests) is wrong; Satanism (advancing demonic interests) is wrong. Since all action runs to some purpose, if the purpose is not the building of God's Kingdom, then it is to build a rival Kingdom. There is no neutrality. The State cannot be impartial and non-religious. The State religion requires a world without God. The State religion is evolution theory.
When one makes choices that do not glorify God, one gives the enemy the legal permission he requires to set up a stronghold in one's life. This is a spiritual warfare rule.
The Solution: In prayer to God, admit you are a sinner. Tell God that you accept the blood sacrifice of Jesus Christ for remission of your sins. Repent unto God for your wrong doings. Ask Christ Jesus to wash you clean of your sins. Plead that blood of Jesus and ask him to take back the territory you had given to Satan when you set that wicked thing (evolution theory) before your eyes. Ask him to give you the discernment to withstand the enemy and the courage to act upon that discernment. Do it now. Tomorrow never arrives. God is faithful and just; he will restore. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.