1. I forget sometimes how real this God is to Christians and what they believe. 2. Being saved by the death of someone is like a man who sees a drowing person, then goes and kills his son so he can throw the life raft out. 3. Why doesn't he just cut out the middle man and throw out the life raft himself.
4. You also said I have the Bible, reading the Bible is what turned me off God, you see it's all that slaughtering of innocent children, and sending plagues and curses on the humans he supposed to love that causes me to object.
1. No person touched by Jesus can say He does not exist or is not God.
2. Please try better grasp the exact scenario. God wanted to make highly intelligent humans. As He did angels, but not quite like angels, a little beneath. Now He knows that a highly intelligent creation cannot be forced to serve Him. As that is wicked. So, how does He
A. Give a highly intelligent creation, created in His image, true free will? and
B. Get that highly intelligent creation to be with Him for eternity?
It has been God's goal from day one with humans, to have them as sons and daughters in His house.
So, A. is achieved by creating earth and using the devil. Create a perfect garden. Place a tree there. Put the devil with humans. Restrict him to only testing them. Maintain a balance of good and evil.
B. is achieved by meeting His own requirements. Grasping God is truly difficult. But what we can grasp is that God holds all, including Himself to account to uphold what is good and right. Now according to that code. It requires a punishment for all sin. Of course God can bridge that gap. As you say ''be the middle man''. But God does not do that because that is NOT who He is. God upholds what is right and good. An order to things. It is the reason we can say with utter confidence that there is true free will. ''Just because God can read our diary, does not mean He does''. We make mistaken assumptions of God. Think we grasp Him because we grasp dictionary definitions. Or the idea of a God...because we watch Superman and the Avengers.
Achieving B is only possible if the punishment for sin is met. Now God says to all humans. Any desirous of hating what is evil and clinging to what is good. Any desirous of true repentance from wickedness. Can be with Me. I have made a way.
3. He did. Jesus is God. It is one of the reasons the Jews wanted to crucify Him John 5:18.
4. Every instance of God's wrath can be explained to uphold / judge Him as being
good. The wicked died quick deaths. Only saw God's wrath when their sin was 'full measure''. Plagues are an act of love. They increase in severity as disobedience tests God's patience. They only come as a last resort. God had a time limit on the Egyptians. They will come again in the tribulation, when God has another time limit. Children go straight to heaven. I hate all this generalizing. Please be specific in your examples.