Thank you very much for your pray and your kind words. What to say... Everyday is difficult. It is already almost 4 years since I am suffering everyday&night. I gave up. I do not expect anything good from God anymore...
Thank you very much for your pray and your kind words. What to say... Everyday is difficult. It is already almost 4 years since I am suffering everyday&night. I gave up. I do not expect anything good from God anymore...
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Remember that the "good" is not necessarily what we see but rather in what we believe:
"And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." Rom 8:28
The good we see may not even be in this natural life of flesh. Remember the Apostle Paul's words:
"If in this life only we have hope in Christ, we are of all men most miserable." I Cor 15:19
I am continuing to pray for your situation and for your ability to bear whatever it is that you must...
Beloved amadeus2,
Thank you for your pray. Just to let you know nothing is going to be changed. Just more actions against me full of hates.Everyday is coming with new invisible pain from people around me. There is no happiness at all. No success. Just big darkness. God achieved what he liked to achieve. I am on the floor already for years.
Thank you amadeus2 that you tried to help me. I truly appreciate it.
Bety
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Give God the glory always in worst of times as well as in the best of times!
Thank you for your advice Amadeus2, however I feel for years like in the "Gethsemane garden". As you know even Jesus did not give glory to his father there. He asked ...if it is possible.... Unfortunately my stay in such "Gethsemane garden" is not just for a couple hours. It is as well mix with my "path to the crucifixion". Even Jesus did not give glory to the God in such situation... I cannot to explain better my situation to you. Sorry.
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When he was praying in the garden Jesus knew what was going to happen to him. He knew that he was going to suffer a terrible and painful death. The key was however that each of the three times he prayed he ended with these words:
"...nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt." Matt 26:39
Can we do as much? Without God's help we almost certainly cannot, but His help is available. Of course, this doesn't mean it will be painless.
Who wants to suffer? Probably not a single believer! But, sometimes it seems that it is what is needed to accomplish God's purpose. We may think we know the reason why Jesus had to suffer, but when we look at Job, the reason for his long suffering may be more difficult to see.
Looking for the reason for our own suffering may be even more difficult to understand, especially when it is continuing...
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@Bety
I read this in the morning and thought of you and all that you are going through. Know that though things may not seem to change. The Love of God and your Brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus have for you is Eternal.
https://www.talkjesus.com/threads/encouragement-the-scribbled-truth-that-changed-my-life.57705/
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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I read this in the morning and thought of you and all that you are going through. Know that though things may not seem to change. The Love of God and your Brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus have for you is Eternal.
https://www.talkjesus.com/threads/encouragement-the-scribbled-truth-that-changed-my-life.57705/
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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Beloved Nick
Thank you. You are right, nothing is going to be changed. It is going from bad to worse slightly and silently. I really do not know when it will stop. I am sorry I do not believe in Love of God anymore. Somebody who loves you he cannot let you to suffer cruelly for so many years. especially once you ask him to stop it, to help you, to defend you.... Nothing! Just darkness and no answer at all.
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Dear Bety,
Promises - Savior
Of all the 12 Apostles only one died naturally. All were put to death in one way or another. Do you believe that they felt they were unloved, uncared for, not listened to?
You have Brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus here who have prayed for you. Is their concern for you more than the concern that God has for you? Is that what you truly believe?
I'm sure it is not, no matter how difficult it has been for you. Let it out and cry unto the Lord! He is there, and He is hearing you! It is important even in these times to remind yourself of the promises we have to look forward to.
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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This is how you must be!
[Psa 3:2-6 NASB] 2 Many are saying of my soul, "There is no deliverance for him in God." Selah. 3 But You, O LORD, are a shield about me, My glory, and the One who lifts my head. 4 I was crying to the LORD with my voice, And He answered me from His holy mountain. Selah. 5 I lay down and slept; I awoke, for the LORD sustains me. 6 I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people Who have set themselves against me round about.
[Luk 18:35-43 NASB] 35 As Jesus was approaching Jericho, a blind man was sitting by the road begging. 36 Now hearing a crowd going by, he began to inquire what this was. 37 They told him that Jesus of Nazareth was passing by. 38 And he called out, saying, "Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!" 39 Those who led the way were sternly telling him to be quiet; but he kept crying out all the more, "Son of David, have mercy on me!" 40 And Jesus stopped and commanded that he be brought to Him; and when he came near, He questioned him, 41 "What do you want Me to do for you?" And he said, "Lord, I want to regain my sight!" 42 And Jesus said to him, "Receive your sight; your faith has made you well." 43 Immediately he regained his sight and began following Him, glorifying God; and when all the people saw it, they gave praise to God.
Though it all may seem hopeless. Realize that hopeless is not who you are in Jesus.
[Rom 5:1-11 NASB]
1 Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,
2 through whom also we have obtained our introduction by faith into this grace in which we stand; and we exult in hope of the glory of God.
3 And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance;
4 and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope;
5 and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
6 For while we were still helpless, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.
7 For one will hardly die for a righteous man; though perhaps for the good man someone would dare even to die. 8 But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
9 Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from the wrath of God through Him.
10 For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life.
11 And not only this, but we also exult in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received the reconciliation.
Rejoice sister even if it's through the tears! Rejoice that you belong to Him!
[Rev 21:1-5 NASB]
1 Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth passed away, and there is no longer any sea.
2 And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, made ready as a bride adorned for her husband.
3 And I heard a loud voice from the throne, saying, "Behold, the tabernacle of God is among men, and He will dwell among them, and they shall be His people, and God Himself will be among them,
4 and He will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and there will no longer be any death; there will no longer be any mourning, or crying, or pain; the first things have passed away."
5 And He who sits on the throne said, "Behold, I am making all things new." And He said, "Write, for these words are faithful and true."
This is not what I said. You misread what I wrote. I said "Know that though things may not seem to change."
Promises - Savior
Of all the 12 Apostles only one died naturally. All were put to death in one way or another. Do you believe that they felt they were unloved, uncared for, not listened to?
You have Brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus here who have prayed for you. Is their concern for you more than the concern that God has for you? Is that what you truly believe?
I'm sure it is not, no matter how difficult it has been for you. Let it out and cry unto the Lord! He is there, and He is hearing you! It is important even in these times to remind yourself of the promises we have to look forward to.
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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This is how you must be!
[Psa 3:2-6 NASB] 2 Many are saying of my soul, "There is no deliverance for him in God." Selah. 3 But You, O LORD, are a shield about me, My glory, and the One who lifts my head. 4 I was crying to the LORD with my voice, And He answered me from His holy mountain. Selah. 5 I lay down and slept; I awoke, for the LORD sustains me. 6 I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people Who have set themselves against me round about.
[Luk 18:35-43 NASB] 35 As Jesus was approaching Jericho, a blind man was sitting by the road begging. 36 Now hearing a crowd going by, he began to inquire what this was. 37 They told him that Jesus of Nazareth was passing by. 38 And he called out, saying, "Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!" 39 Those who led the way were sternly telling him to be quiet; but he kept crying out all the more, "Son of David, have mercy on me!" 40 And Jesus stopped and commanded that he be brought to Him; and when he came near, He questioned him, 41 "What do you want Me to do for you?" And he said, "Lord, I want to regain my sight!" 42 And Jesus said to him, "Receive your sight; your faith has made you well." 43 Immediately he regained his sight and began following Him, glorifying God; and when all the people saw it, they gave praise to God.
Though it all may seem hopeless. Realize that hopeless is not who you are in Jesus.
[Rom 5:1-11 NASB]
1 Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,
2 through whom also we have obtained our introduction by faith into this grace in which we stand; and we exult in hope of the glory of God.
3 And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance;
4 and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope;
5 and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
6 For while we were still helpless, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.
7 For one will hardly die for a righteous man; though perhaps for the good man someone would dare even to die. 8 But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
9 Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from the wrath of God through Him.
10 For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life.
11 And not only this, but we also exult in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received the reconciliation.
Rejoice sister even if it's through the tears! Rejoice that you belong to Him!
[Rev 21:1-5 NASB]
1 Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth passed away, and there is no longer any sea.
2 And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, made ready as a bride adorned for her husband.
3 And I heard a loud voice from the throne, saying, "Behold, the tabernacle of God is among men, and He will dwell among them, and they shall be His people, and God Himself will be among them,
4 and He will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and there will no longer be any death; there will no longer be any mourning, or crying, or pain; the first things have passed away."
5 And He who sits on the throne said, "Behold, I am making all things new." And He said, "Write, for these words are faithful and true."
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Dear Bety,
Here is another devotional, woman to woman that may help. Not me being the woman, but one that I came across this morning!
https://www.talkjesus.com/threads/encouragement-pressing-through-the-pain.57756/
No matter how it may seem. You are not alone in this.
YBIC
Nick
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Here is another devotional, woman to woman that may help. Not me being the woman, but one that I came across this morning!
https://www.talkjesus.com/threads/encouragement-pressing-through-the-pain.57756/
No matter how it may seem. You are not alone in this.
YBIC
Nick
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Dear Bety,
Here is another that spoke to me of you.
Word for Today / Go To The Mountain Of Prayer!
YBIC
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Here is another that spoke to me of you.
Word for Today / Go To The Mountain Of Prayer!
YBIC
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@Bety
Praying and hoping that things have improved. Also, that God has provided you the ability to see as He sees the situation you have found yourself in these many years, providing as well the peace and fortitude to persevere.
I was reading this devotional posted by Brother Chad earlier and thought of you and how you might be feeling. I truly hope it provides you a measure of comfort.
Feeling Abandoned
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
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Praying and hoping that things have improved. Also, that God has provided you the ability to see as He sees the situation you have found yourself in these many years, providing as well the peace and fortitude to persevere.
I was reading this devotional posted by Brother Chad earlier and thought of you and how you might be feeling. I truly hope it provides you a measure of comfort.
Feeling Abandoned
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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Bety...God says to bless your enemies when they curse you. Over come evil with good. Romans 12:14-21. Pray a blessing for your boss to have a spirit of peace, love and joy, as well as
salvation in Christ Jesus every day & every moment you are to converse w/ him, for that is God's perfect will, for them to be saved, but God is waiting on you. God's lesson for you is to trust in him. learn to stand on his Word & speak it out loud! God says we speak life & death with our Words. Proverbs 18:21 Put a guard on your tongue. Matthew 12:36 you will be held accountable. This will release God to intercede into your situation and you will feel less torment and will be blessed. Give and it shall be given back unto you. Sow & reap (to God's ministries) 2nd Corinthians 9:6-8 Do this with every one that is come against you and your husband. Pray for them blessings and then ask God to put favor in their hearts towards you. Father I ask that your will be done and thy kingdom come in Bety's life here on earth as it is in heaven. Give Bety & her husband this day their daily bread. Forgive Bety and her husband's debts as they forgive their debtors and lead them not into temptation, but deliver them from evil, for thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever. Amen. Matthew 6:9-13
In Jesus name. Pray this every day Bety outloud and stand on these scriptures and see the hand of God move on your behalf.
salvation in Christ Jesus every day & every moment you are to converse w/ him, for that is God's perfect will, for them to be saved, but God is waiting on you. God's lesson for you is to trust in him. learn to stand on his Word & speak it out loud! God says we speak life & death with our Words. Proverbs 18:21 Put a guard on your tongue. Matthew 12:36 you will be held accountable. This will release God to intercede into your situation and you will feel less torment and will be blessed. Give and it shall be given back unto you. Sow & reap (to God's ministries) 2nd Corinthians 9:6-8 Do this with every one that is come against you and your husband. Pray for them blessings and then ask God to put favor in their hearts towards you. Father I ask that your will be done and thy kingdom come in Bety's life here on earth as it is in heaven. Give Bety & her husband this day their daily bread. Forgive Bety and her husband's debts as they forgive their debtors and lead them not into temptation, but deliver them from evil, for thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever. Amen. Matthew 6:9-13
In Jesus name. Pray this every day Bety outloud and stand on these scriptures and see the hand of God move on your behalf.
Dear beloved,
Thank you for your pray. It is almost 2 years since I asked you for the pray. I can say that nothing has been change regarding the situation but there is one big positive point. I found out the amazing pray - rosary! 3x per day, every day. It makes a big change. I do not feel pain as before. I suffer of course but rosary is something like a medicaments. Thanks to your pray I found it and got it. Thank you!
Bety
Thank you for your pray. It is almost 2 years since I asked you for the pray. I can say that nothing has been change regarding the situation but there is one big positive point. I found out the amazing pray - rosary! 3x per day, every day. It makes a big change. I do not feel pain as before. I suffer of course but rosary is something like a medicaments. Thanks to your pray I found it and got it. Thank you!
Bety
Dear beloved,
Thank you for your pray. It is almost 2 years since I asked you for the pray. I can say that nothing has been change regarding the situation but there is one big positive point. I found out the amazing pray - rosary! 3x per day, every day. It makes a big change. I do not feel pain as before. I suffer of course but rosary is something like a medicaments. Thanks to your pray I found it and got it. Thank you!
Bety
Dear beloved,
Thank you for your pray. It is almost 2 years since I asked you for the pray. I can say that nothing has been change regarding the situation but there is one big positive point. I found out the amazing pray - rosary! 3x per day, every day. It makes a big change. I do not feel pain as before. I suffer of course but rosary is something like a medicaments. Thanks to your pray I found it and got it. Thank you!
Bety
Dear beloved,
Thank you for your pray. It is almost 2 years since I asked you for the pray. I can say that nothing has been change regarding the situation but there is one big positive point. I found out the amazing pray - rosary! 3x per day, every day. It makes a big change. I do not feel pain as before. I suffer of course but rosary is something like a medicaments. Thanks to your pray I found it and got it. Thank you!
Bety
Dear beloved,
Thank you for your pray. It is almost 2 years since I asked you for the pray. I can say that nothing has been change regarding the situation but there is one big positive point. I found out the amazing pray - rosary! 3x per day, every day. It makes a big change. I do not feel pain as before. I suffer of course but rosary is something like a medicaments. Thanks to your pray I found it and got it. Thank you!
Bety
Dear beloved,
Thank you for your pray. It is almost 2 years since I asked you for the pray. I can say that nothing has been change regarding the situation but there is one big positive point. I found out the amazing pray - rosary! 3x per day, every day. It makes a big change. I do not feel pain as before. I suffer of course but rosary is something like a medicaments. Thanks to your pray I found it and got it. Thank you!
Bety
