I often see folks behave poorly on forums, ultimately to find themselves sanctioned or ultimately banned, or prior to that happening they leave on their own because they have been chastised by a Moderator. So they get hurt feelings or they leave in a huff (the long goodbye) I call it— they use their last few posts complaining about how they have been mistreated, bullied and/or persecuted by Mods.
No—
Rather than accepting a gentle rebuke they go Tit for tat and instead lash out and go on the attack rather than change their behavior. So they leave and find a new site and in a week, or a month they have the same difficulty at that place, just like the last place—- why? Because they take their bad behavior, bad attitude and self-righteousness with them wherever they go. It goes with them, because it’s in them.
Take the criticism to heart and use it to begin a change in your heart that can last. Then you won’t have to find one new place after another. Instead you can be a light in whatever place you occupy.
I often see folks behave poorly on forums, ultimately to find themselves sanctioned or ultimately banned, or prior to that happening they leave on their own because they have been chastised by a Moderator. So they get hurt feelings or they leave in a huff (the long goodbye) I call it— they use their last few posts complaining about how they have been mistreated, bullied and/or persecuted by Mods.
No—
Rather than accepting a gentle rebuke they go Tit for tat and instead lash out and go on the attack rather than change their behavior. So they leave and find a new site and in a week, or a month they have the same difficulty at that place, just like the last place—- why? Because they take their bad behavior, bad attitude and self-righteousness with them wherever they go. It goes with them, because it’s in them.
Take the criticism to heart and use it to begin a change in your heart that can last. Then you won’t have to find one new place after another. Instead you can be a light in whatever place you occupy.
I know I am not one of y’all. At that is real I am total different always has been since my “miraculous” conversion in 1977, a Had experience a “Theophany” for which I knew nothing of and the “Presbyter” inform me. I was different. And regular church is not for me neither church regular bible classes. How could a man quote scriptures and never read them or heard them before, but could hear the very word of GOD in his being and ask questions concerning what he was hearing. I thought they was crazy and told them so. The committee, said;,go ahead bye, you will see, “GOD” himself will teach you, and you do not have a choice.
I was not a member of their organization!
They was not lying.
regular church people have no idea what I was saying, One Pastor told us I was “speaking” in Tongues, I didn’t even know what “Speaking Tongues” and never heard of it! I would record myself on a recorder to see did I understood what I was saying, it sound like English to me.
How could a person within 3 years in up “Lecturing, counseling to Pastors and Preaching to “Pastors and Minister, Theologians, Doctors of Divinity, Harvard, Yale, Princeton, Virginia Union, Dallas, Theological Graduates. and was not my choice and neither did I desired to do so, I rather do anything in this Whole wide world than to speak on the behave “GOD ALMIGHTY”. I rather do anything than speak for GOD! And I ain’t lying. And I been doing since 1977, with many tears.
But He has chains on me, I am. A “bond-slave” bought with a price! A mere “slave” own by a “GOD”! Many do not know what that mean! But y”all are free! I am not! Now that is a big difference. And maybe just this is reason I act like a fool, a unruly “OX” and many “Stripes” and wounds are on my back deep and long!
I know I am a “Rebellious slave” and I got the wound and scars to prove it.
And I am always been “criticizes” and hated for speaking The Truth even about myself!
A long time ago, when I was young in The “Ministry” a Old Pastor, told me; Rev._____, they will “Kill you for telling the Truth” and later on I found out another Truth, they will “Love you” if you tell lies about yourself and about “The Gospel that is told by “JESUS CHRIST” our LORD” Our lORD, for there are many Lords in this life.
So I am not a Christian and my Father has never call me one and will never ever call me one in this life and the life that is to come.
And I honor him, no matter what it cost even dying a violent death, even pulled into by “Wild Horses” I take on no other title but “ a Child of The Living GOD” ! And that is where I sit and in The Mighty name of “Jesus Christ” The Anointed ONE of “The GOD ALMIGHTY” and may these words be Recorded in “The Halls of JUSTICE” as a Testimony against me, From my mouth and the sound of my voice echoing throughout The Universe, And at this time I am reminded of The Voice of a man called “Anthannius contra mundum”
And my quote:
“God is the last person I would want to speak on his behave”
And will they crucify Me for speaking that truth.
After that “Miraculous” conversion I had, I told every thing I bad ever done., at home and abroad and told them, I told everybody, who I thought would listen, my daddy my mother, aunts and uncles, that same day I was converted, when I got home that night from work, Itold my wife ever woman I had slept with since we been married,
She looked at me, and start asking me questions. did you sleep with this woman, I said “yes”, what about this one; I said “yes”. And her, I replied and her too! We got on a row. She almost killed me, The Police came to our house a few times, one time they had put her in handcuffs. I was bleeding everywhere, blood coming out of my mouth, one time her uncle was hiding behind a tree was going to shoot me, she told me. Everybody at church was laughing at me. I told everything what I did. My friends got “paranoid” they thought I was going tell on them my partners in “Debauchery”, I was not going to tell about their sins just my own. And I told it all! I told it all!
The stuff the Filth, among thousands of people I told… And my wife stills hates me for not what I did but my confessions of what I did, before my “Conversion” “Born of GOD” and she has never come to Christ. And we wears that wound as well as others wounds deep and long and “Comfort” The Parakletos. And there is nothing I desire that abides in This Whole wide world. I have also had “a Beatific Vision”
And my experience means nothing to no one, it belongs to me, like others belongs to them, whether we believe others or not, it makes no difference.
Shalom
And the last thing I would want to do on earth is to do great things for “GOD”
and neither would I pray to do so. I am speaking the truth. So help me GOD.
I am not seeking no ones prayers, neither anyone to speak on my behave concerning things but damnation is excepted by me I am not seeking sorrow even in
My direction into my path I would consider it a abomination place in my path and I honor it not! Save your love for the world and compassion for this world. They would appreciate for more than I.
Shalom.