PloughBoy
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Hey Twistie, I alway try to give people the short form. They do not like That way. So I do know "The Long Form" when I was YOUNG I wanted to know, so I took the long way, it was Slow and Hilly and dry. But I went on anyhow. Those old Theologians would not play, Get you in that back room and curse you out and make you cry, and tell you to go back and get it right! you as green as "S____", They did not play, those Old Theologians back then. And I Went Back And I Got It Right, And Came Back! And I Was Ready! For those Big Dogs! in That back room, Harvard , Yale, Princeton, Stanford, Virginia Union, Union Theological Seminary in New York, "Blue Ridge Mountain In Tennessee, "Back Woods Alabama", and " Tulane Mississippi", to "BackWater, Georgia" bring it on.Ya I do but it still takes me back
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My spirit just shakes when I feel it...
Not a good thing I know that
Twistie
They Treated me so bad, even in front of the "congregation" and the church people would laugh at me. and shame face me even before my own wife, One Time A pastor called me into his Office and he told, me, God warn me, do not mess you No more , enough is enough! and That Pastor said : he did not have to say nothing else.
I said to myself. I am going to know that Bible better than a "Oxford Grad" and Study liken unto or better than "A Rhodes Scholar"
I going to Learn this Bible in and out , that no man in this century can know any better. and I Got Busy and Have not stop yet. For me to know and not to teach any man, but to know for myself who "GOD" is, and my desires was not to teach, or Pastor, to anyone but to Know GOD and Him alone. and many had called me to teach in their Churches in many denominations, my Answer, I got quiet and did not say one word nor did I answer their call.
Once I sent, my Brother and he has pastored over 25 years. I ain't going. and many lectures on "love" "and on the family' I was in demand, and many just wanted to Hear me speak, just to hear my voice talk about God, even little children, even in Million dollar churches from lawyers to heart surgeons to college Professors, to PhD's, , I just talk about "GOD". and many have Said how can you talk about lHim like that, as if God was speaking Himself through you about him, and my response, because of How much I have suffered under Him, His hands Has crush me so, in a way, it draws me closer to him, by the pain he has inflicted on me.
Isaiah 53 ESV
10Yet it was the will of the LORD to crush him;
he has put him to grief;g
when his soul makesh an offering for guilt,
he shall see his offspring; he shall prolong his days;
the will of the LORD shall prosper in his hand.
11Out of the anguish of his soul he shall seei and be satisfied;
by his knowledge shall the righteous one, my servant,
make many to be accounted righteous,
and he shall bear their iniquities.
He will know, what their "iniquities" feel like.