Think I'm going to hell?

[Jwilliams573]

I tried to find salvation from Jesus Christ our Lord but I think I am going to hell now after that didn't work out, any advice?

 

[Trinity]

JWilliams573

I would tell you that Jesus is always there and that there is only one sin that cannot be forgiven and that is blaspheming the Holy Spirit, in essence denying Him or His power.

Can you explain what your experience was in "trying to find salvation and how you feel that didn't work out"? I would imagine your salvation is still there, but it may be
the transformational part of who you are that you are still working on and need to allow the Holy Spirit to finish in you.

It is not a quick process and will for the most part be a life time journey. The other thing is this, don't compare yourself to other "Christians", their life, actions etc. It is the
"personhood" of Jesus that you want to line up with. I am here if you want to discuss this further.
Blessings, Trinity

 

[KingJ]

If you still alive, you still have hope. Praying for you bud.

Perhaps these verses can help you:

Psalm 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.

Matt 16:24 Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.

Rom 12:9 Let love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good.

James 4:8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded.

John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life

1 Cor 12:13 For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit.

1 Cor 12:3 Wherefore I give you to understand, that no man speaking by the Spirit of God calleth Jesus accursed: and that no man can say that Jesus is the Lord, but by the Holy Ghost.

 

[Jwilliams573]

JWilliams573

I would tell you that Jesus is always there and that there is only one sin that cannot be forgiven and that is blaspheming the Holy Spirit, in essence denying Him or His power.

Can you explain what your experience was in "trying to find salvation and how you feel that didn't work out"? I would imagine your salvation is still there, but it may be
the transformational part of who you are that you are still working on and need to allow the Holy Spirit to finish in you.

It is not a quick process and will for the most part be a life time journey. The other thing is this, don't compare yourself to other "Christians", their life, actions etc. It is the
"personhood" of Jesus that you want to line up with. I am here if you want to discuss this further.
Blessings, Trinity

It's a long story but basically I accepted that if I killed myself I would be Jesus Christ myself and would be tortured after I died with ice picks. So I actually slit my wrist and got caught by my dad and ended up going in under the NHS who have done all kinds of things such as read my thoughts, bent my arms round my back. And now I believe I am going to hell for eating potentially millions of aliens, something which I had no control over. So now I fear Jesus can't save me and I am doomed to spend eternity in hell where it will be roughly 30 billion times as painful as getting punched in the arm...

 

[amadeus2]

@Jwilliams573

No matter where you are really at, the best place to be is in the Lord's hands. No one but you can put you there. That Door to Jesus will remain until you have closed it. If you have never known Him, you cannot close it.

You say with regard to your efforts to find salvation from Jesus Christ our Lord that that "didn't work out". Without knowing any more I know that you are in error because it never simply doesn't work out with the Lord. He is there all of the time for you. Go to Him in complete surrender and ask for help. If you do not know how to surrender, ask Him to help you to surrender. We will be praying for you here on this forum and willing to answer any questions we are able answer. God does always have the answers and they always are available when they are needed.

 

[Jwilliams573]

I am sorry, this is hilarious! Now that you have my attention, how about the real story. Trinity

Haha I'm glad you think it's funny, ok let me tell the real story. So for a long time now I haven't been in the norm I was obsessed with comedians like Bill Hicks and George carlin. George Carlin said in an interview that he emotionally separated himself from what's going on around him like the news on the TV so I did that myself and I think it turned me into a psychopath which I will get into later. Anyway aswell as this I was obsessed with the serial killer Charles Manson whose music I would listen to for ages. Once I was listening to his album after smoking a joint and I had visions of him on a cross leading me later to believe he was Jesus Christ. Anyway I picked up the bible along the way and at the time was heavily into testosterone and increasing it based off the website called anabolic men. I would eat 4 eggs a day along with half a kilo gram of minced meat. I was also into ***** enlargement and bought a Bathmate and tried jelquing. Now something happened a long the way of doing this because I began to hear voices talking about trouser God and I thought I had a left testicle varicocele. I began hearing voices telling me to pull my trousers down and I couldn't work out how to or what it meant. I also was watching a video of a guy called stylexhammer or something who used to talk about Charles Manson and I used one of Charles Manson's ideas that if you look up at someone you'll see a god if you look straight at ten you'll see yourself so I looked up at him and saw Christ with a halo. I went to psychotherapists after this and they got me on drugs which didn't help and then I saw a light come out of my chest a few other things happened I slit my wrist then I believed I could fly and I was restricted by the electric matrix which is another thing I'd have to get into but yea that's most of the story. There's a fair bit more though.

 

[Jwilliams573]

Okay JWilliams573:

There is about 10% of truth here in your postings. So let me ask you a question. What happened to your mother?

I have to head out but will be back online later today. You will have to be honest with yourself before you can be honest with anyone else.

So answer my question honestly and I will continue to dialogue with you. deal?

Trin

Hey trinity, I'm not lying that's another thing I forgot to mention I listened to Charles Manson once say something like the most important thing is the just e real and honest with yourself. I took this advice to the extreme and would talk to myself day and night until I started to hear a voice reply which I was told was God reflecting me. And why do you ask what happened to my Mother? she happened to have slit her wrists at a young age also and was diagnosed with schizo affective disorder, I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. Anyway my mum has been very supportive to me.

 

[Fragrant Grace]

Greetings @Jwilliams573

I have deleted those posts that were judgemental against you.

It seems that mental illness has taken hold of you and your mind is controlled by delusionary thought process's.

The Lord is abundantly able to save you.
He is above all that is hapenning in your mind.

Seek Him, Call out to Him...He will not fail you.

Wherefore He is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by Him, seeing He ever liveth to make intercession for them.
Hebrews 7:25

 

[Lanolin]

Are you willing to give up tv and drugs and follow Jesus? Sorry but you can't bring the tv or any comedians or dead famous people with you and drugs are messing with your mind. If you stop listening to them and smoking and listen to Jesus you can start to hear His voice. He would never lie to you.

 

[Jwilliams573]

Are you willing to give up tv and drugs and follow Jesus? Sorry but you can't bring the tv or any comedians or dead famous people with you and drugs are messing with your mind. If you stop listening to them and smoking and listen to Jesus you can start to hear His voice. He would never lie to you.

I haven't smoked weed in almost 2 years sand I hardly watch TV, so don't get me wrong I've looked within and found Jesus only I think it is too late for him to save me at this stage

 

[Fragrant Grace]

Hello @Jwilliams573

Jesus loves you.
Turn to Him just as you are.
He will save you....no matter what


Just as I am, without one plea,
But that Thy blood was shed for me,
And that Thou bid’st me come to Thee,
O Lamb of God, I come! I come!

Just as I am, and waiting not
To rid my soul of one dark blot;
To Thee whose blood can cleanse each spot,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come!

Just as I am, though tossed about
With many a conflict, many a doubt;
Fightings within, and fears without,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come!

Just as I am, poor, wretched, blind;
Sight, riches, healing of the mind;
Yes, all I need, in Thee to find,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come!

Just as I am, Thou wilt receive,
Wilt welcome, pardon, cleanse, relieve;
Because Thy promise I believe,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come!

Just as I am, Thy love unknown
Has broken every barrier down;
Now, to be Thine, yea, Thine alone,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come*



*Charlotte Elliot 18th century hymn

 

[Hekuran]

So now I fear Jesus can't save me

...neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

 

[Lanolin]

Thats funny I read in your above post you did. (Watch tv and do drugs). What do you mean you looked within?

Do you read the Bible? Why do you think won't Jesus save you, what is it you've done that makes you think He won't save you? Have you talked to Him about it and asked for forgiveness? It's not too late. Why do you think it's too late.

I thought you did all these things under the influence of drugs but you are sober now and obviously still alive and God forgives us when we come clean and admit to doing stupid things. Sometimes we need to make amends to people we've hurt while sinning so have a chat with your parents. Paul, who became one of the greatest missionaries said he was the chief sinner and did things out of unbelief and ignorance. But God had mercy on him just as He has on you. God wants you to know his son Jesus who was just like us, human and tempted in every way!

Jesus won the victory for us, and it's 2000 odd years ago and still available to us today if we believe it's not too late. He can keep you from sin and shows us the way, the truth and the life. He can give you a sound mind that refuses to listen to lies.

I've survived many things thanks to my saviour and know Jesus can heal and touch you. In fact one girl told me the gospel online and said she had once tried to kill herself but God stopped her from doing so. I was like really? She testified so. God wants you to live. He's got plans for you, plans for good not to harm you, and expected end...but its no good thinking 'God is going to send me to hell' because He wont, not if you believe in Jesus - so...thats the thing DO YOU BELIEVE?

 

[Meggie Merchant]

I tried to find salvation from Jesus Christ our Lord but I think I am going to hell now after that didn't work out, any advice?

You are not going to hell! Don't ever think that way. The Heavenly Father has your back no matter what. Talk to a preacher or go find that person who can guide you through your walk w God. The Narrow Gate is just that. The path can be long and winding but it is our job to follow the Righteous Path. It is there for you always. Blessing for you and yours. Amen

Oh my. Now that I’ve read the rest of your post I understand. You need a proper physician. Mental health is equally as important as physical health. It may take time to find the proper cocktail of medication to get you clear. A lot of that is trial and error. But don’t give up. These conditions are treatable. Once you are stable again you will be able to see much more clearly.
Bless you. Amen

Haha I'm glad you think it's funny, ok let me tell the real story. So for a long time now I haven't been in the norm I was obsessed with comedians like Bill Hicks and George carlin. George Carlin said in an interview that he emotionally separated himself from what's going on around him like the news on the TV so I did that myself and I think it turned me into a psychopath which I will get into later. Anyway aswell as this I was obsessed with the serial killer Charles Manson whose music I would listen to for ages. Once I was listening to his album after smoking a joint and I had visions of him on a cross leading me later to believe he was Jesus Christ. Anyway I picked up the bible along the way and at the time was heavily into testosterone and increasing it based off the website called anabolic men. I would eat 4 eggs a day along with half a kilo gram of minced meat. I was also into ***** enlargement and bought a Bathmate and tried jelquing. Now something happened a long the way of doing this because I began to hear voices talking about trouser God and I thought I had a left testicle varicocele. I began hearing voices telling me to pull my trousers down and I couldn't work out how to or what it meant. I also was watching a video of a guy called stylexhammer or something who used to talk about Charles Manson and I used one of Charles Manson's ideas that if you look up at someone you'll see a god if you look straight at ten you'll see yourself so I looked up at him and saw Christ with a halo. I went to psychotherapists after this and they got me on drugs which didn't help and then I saw a light come out of my chest a few other things happened I slit my wrist then I believed I could fly and I was restricted by the electric matrix which is another thing I'd have to get into but yea that's most of the story. There's a fair bit more though.

BTW. It’s not hilarious
. It’s real and I support you

 

[Wired 4 Fishen]

I've looked within and found Jesus only I think it is too late for him to save me at this stage

The Fact that you are even talking about this proves you are not without hope.

When some one reaches the place you "think" you have, well they have no concern, they won't care or bring it up.
You are not even close.

What I do see is the enemy the devil is filling your head with lies and you are believing them enough to start questioning things which actually gives the enemy the right to keep on leading you one thought at a time.

It's time to wake up and be accounted for.
Blessings
FCJ

 

[Ronald Jeremy (RJ)]

Greetings @Jwilliams573

I have deleted those posts that were judgemental against you.

It seems that mental illness has taken hold of you and your mind is controlled by delusionary thought process's.

The Lord is abundantly able to save you.
He is above all that is hapenning in your mind.

Seek Him, Call out to Him...He will not fail you.

Wherefore He is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by Him, seeing He ever liveth to make intercession for them.
Hebrews 7:25

Amen Jesus Saves!

 

[Ronald Jeremy (RJ)]

I tried to find salvation from Jesus Christ our Lord but I think I am going to hell now after that didn't work out, any advice?

Romans 10 9-10 If you declare with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead YOU WILL BE SAVED. For it is the heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved. Thoughts of fear and questioning your salvation is all a lie from satan. Submit to God, Resist the devil and he will flee from you! God Bless You

 

[cmd73]

I tried to find salvation from Jesus Christ our Lord but I think I am going to hell now after that didn't work out, any advice?

Have you ever seen hell?

 

[Born Again 2004]

I tried to find salvation from Jesus Christ our Lord but I think I am going to hell now after that didn't work out, any advice?

Think carefully and please answer:

• In your human, worldly, physical form right now, how does the lack of salvation feel ?
• How do you know you are not saved? You "THINK" your going to hell, what makes you feel that way?
• Do you truly want salvation?

 

[cmd73]

Think carefully and please answer:

• In your human, worldly, physical form right now, how does the lack of salvation feel ?
• How do you know you are not saved? You "THINK" your going to hell, what makes you feel that way?
• Do you truly want salvation?

Some people just can't convince themselves that they are saved.