I have faith that when I see God at Judgement, he will take one look ,see the Holy Spirit in me and say: 'Well done, my good and faithful servant".
Only God can look into you and see the Holy Spirit; only God can say who and what is a True Christian! God deposited him there and only God can see him!
It's incredibly easy to assume one is a Christian. Especially in modern American Evangelicalism, amongst other groups. The scriptures tell us to examine ourselves to see whether we are in the faith or not. It's not a: I think so, Hope so, Maybe so kind of thing. If you don't have assurance of salvation, if you aren't 110% sure you belong to the God of the universe, you should be seeking him out as diligently as you possibly can. The scriptures lay out for us what it should look like to be born again, to have the Spirit of God move in you, regenerate you, to cause you to be a new person in Christ Jesus. We should never settle for anything less, never. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian. Praying to "God" doesn't make you a Christian. Being born into a Christian home doesn't make you a Christian. Hanging out with Jesus night and day for 3 years doesn't even make you a Christian (Ask Judas). Do you love the light, and hate the darkness? There is a darkness which appears to be light, but really is not, do you hate that? If you can't honestly say that this is true about you, you either aren't born again and you should seek God with repentance, or you are born again and you have little to no assurance of that fact because you aren't walking in the light of His truth. Either way you should be seeking God, the giver of Light.
Blessings,
Travis
While Dead In Trespasses I Lie
1 WHILE dead in trespasses I lie,
Thy quickening spirit give;
Call me, thou Son of God, that I
May hear thy voice and live.
2 While, full of anguish and disease
My weak distempered soul
Thy love compassionately sees,
O let it make me whole!
3 Cast out thy foes, and let them still
To Jesu's name submit;
Clothe with thy righteousness, and heal
And place me at thy feet.
4 To Jesu's name if all things now
A trembling homage pay,
O let my stubborn spirit bow,
My stiff-necked will obey!
5 Impotent, dumb, and deaf, and blind,
And sick, and poor I am,
But sure a remedy to find
For all in Jesu's name.
6 I know in thee all fulness dwells,
And all for wretched man;
Fill every want my spirit feels,
And break off every chain.
7 If thou impart thyself to me,
No other good I need;
If thou, the Son, shalt make me free,
I shall be free indeed.
8 I cannot rest till in thy blood
I full redemption have;
But thou, through whom I come to God,
Canst to the utmost save.
9 From sin, the guilt, the power, the pain,
Thou wilt redeem my soul;
Lord, I believe, and not in vain,
My faith shall make me whole.
10 I too with thee shall walk in white,
With all thy saints shall prove
What is the length, and breadth, and height,
And depth of perfect love.
Charles Wesley