The thing is this makes me very depressed yes I can hold my hands up and say am the worst Christian EVER and I mean that I must be right at the bottom of the pile and to be honest this video really hurt me because it cast all of the hope out of my heart.
Am a bad person I try to turn away from Sin but I keep doing bad things and believe me I do try and always afterwards I feel so so so so BAD but it seems like this is the way am always going to be.
Before anyone replies to my post saying your not trying hard enough or God will help you please don't trust me you have no idea each individual is different and this is super hard for me and I have tried a million times and fail.
This video was harsh in that it's given me the view in what the heck is the point because I thought feeling as bad as I did and sorry as I do would some what let God forgive me because he knows the hurt and pain I feel in my heart and he knows I am truly sorry.
But now I feel all hope is lost and there is not a single point in me being a Christian because am going to hell anyway :S
Thanks for this video I think it took all hope I ever had in my life out of it
and has really hurt me, am not saying it isn't the truth am saying it is the truth and I suppose I know it no one can take it away what can I say I don't want to go to hell but I am going there so thats that
Rick
You aren't going to hell brother, if you do you don't believe in Jesus, that's the point.
I realized I saw a part of this video last year (might have been the whole thing), I can't remember it all, but I haven't had the time to completely watch it.
Point being, no matter who or what you are, if you have faith in Jesus, repent (turn away from) your sin then that's all thats needed. Let me tell you now, straight, honest, true and bold if you like, I am a sinner, I'm a smoker, I drink alcohol some days when I can afford it to drown some of my bad emotions and I use foul language at times.
Difference is, when I'm alone and God convicts me of these things, I take it into account, I confess it to Him and He knows my heart, only He. If you are totally perfect, without ever committing sin, then I'm probably sure that there never was one Christian in this world, that's bold.
It's our duty and our total mission to "try" at the very least to stay away from sin. I don't watch television and if I do it's for short periods at a time. I don't listen to heavy metal anymore, it used to be my favourite music in the world, I used to enjoy it a lot.
I don't have as much outbursts of anger, I rarely get into conflict with other people and I tend to do what's required of me, albeit not always the best attitude.
I guess you see where I'm going with this, don't you? YOUR LIFE is up to YOU. What you do with it, is up to you, that's it. God is the first in my life, even with all my failings and small areas where I commit sin, I know God loves me with His whole being and He wants the best for me, and for you and everyone else.
Saying, "I'm going to hell, so I might as well not bother" is like saying my head hurts I might as well ask someone to cut it off. Don't be a fool, that's plainly said, if you are a Christian and was truly reborn, the last thing you would even imagine let alone confess is that your rightful place is in hell, do you understand me? I sincerely hope you do.
There's no place for self pity and "poor me's" when our Salvation is concerned, God saved us by His grace people and it's time to ACT UP, SHAPE UP and GET IN LINE.
I decided to edit my post, because part of the message I gave was really direct. There's nothing wrong with having emotions and feeling emotionally drained or "down", that's normal, even for the healthiest human, but my point I'm trying to make is, we should be in a position where we "never" doubt our salvation, even for a second.
I don't doubt my salvation, I doubted it for 5 long years before 2004 and to be honest, I really wasn't saved, although I thought I was. It's part of life and that's what I'm trying to say. It won't help climbing into a box because God is chastising us by showing us our lives are wrong, we have to repent and say sorry Lord, we'll change. But guess what? We can't do it alone, it's impossible.
In Hebrews the Bible says Jesus is the Author and Finisher of our faith, if every Christian responding negatively to this thread truly believed that, I doubt they would have a problem with Paul Washer or even Charles Darwin for that matter. If you know you are saved and if Jesus is the Author and Perfecter of that faith, then my friends, why get into a roadhouse fight about things? Accept that Jesus sent His ministers to bring us a message and don't go in blindly into that message, take the Word of God and read about it, confirm it or deny it, but don't just accept everything life throws at you.
Like I said, I am a sinner, but I am not proud of my sin and I don't get intoxicated pleasure out of it, it's a failing in my life, a broken bone in my body, it's a wound that needs to heal, only with the help and guidance of Jesus though.
God bless